ok, currently im like completely infatuated with...3 girls:
the first 1, who i like the most...is bi, and a year above than me in my school. i asked her if i asked her out if she'd think about it, an she said she would, but she thought i was a bit young :-(
the second 1 is a year below me in my school. shes completely mad...lol...
i've not written in here for ages... but there you go, it happens.k every1 in my school knows, and theres only a couple
of stupid asses, its fine.
But i told this girl i liked her the other day an....... i said something alonge the lines of 'i..like you, please
could u just say u dont' an she kind of looked past me with this smile... an then she said 'k' an then we both went
home, coz it was the end of scouts. an i dont know how to get over her, i love her so much.
i just told one of my freinds frm school, donno what'll happen, donno y i
told her, sept i was geting fed up of them calling me lez without knowing to
try an find out what my secret was. but... i shouldn't have told her..., i
i was sure i'd got over lottie (ish), but 2day was 1st day bk at skl an now im
bk where i started, but abby cinda knows, coz i asked her what she thout of
g/l/b/t pplz an she said (qoute)'gay pplz r kl,one of my freinds is, lez,r ok
but it can b kinda scary (i get tha) biz r wicked, an i dont know nee trans'
then she said dont worry, it happens 2 lots of pplz and then i cant remember
sooooz, life is so confusing, ok, i worked out im not in love with lottie,
which i kinda knew, but, i donno, i do still have a crush on her, an i might
love her, but im not in love with her, its more a freind thing.
ok, so, beki is realy cute, an shes the only person i atually see who knows
im gay + there was this thing,before she knew, okzz, wha happend was this,
i cant remeber who said witch first, but one of us said boys r basterds,
um, there be a word missing, coz i canna think of a sad sounding bird song.
Sunlight dappled leaves wisper on the wind,
secrets of lovers to be carried through the woods,
told to babbleing streems,
and then carried all the way to the ocean, where,
buffited by waves, are almost lost umong the chatter of the sea,
but somehow manige to find there way ashore,
blue pearls to be piked up by some strange person,who,
okzzz, i knew i wouldn't be able to keep wrighting often and i've not for
ages, but i was looking for something on google and i found this, which i
thought is v.stupid expecialy as christans are supposet to be non predigest
Up to 200,000 postcards reading “Boy meets boy, girl meets girl, boy meets
girl: whoever you fancy, have a fabulous Valentine’s Day
bored,nothing to do, school again tomorow,every day runs in to ever other
day becouse there all exactly the same,iwant to do something fun,like sky
diveing or something but we never do any thing like that,sailing all week
end,and last week end,i dont usually i hate wetsutes but theres nothing to
so tied so bored hate homework getting so frustrated,days just bleeding
together, oh well,i hate school
i knew i could trust her, an then she told me something about her an i knew
ther wouldn't be a better time so i just told her,i didn't even make her
sware she wouldn't tell i just told her, she was fine an just said that as
its just the begining of my life so i might not be,shes soo cool
i love her,her peach coloured hair, creamy skin,hazel eyes,she has the most
beautiful eyes sometimes almost amber,when im with her it burns that i cant
hold her or even tell her and when im away from her im so lonly and long for
her she makes me larth and i smile i never smile, i can't, but she makes me.
She's as wild as me and strong, but theres some unwriten rule somewhere that
says not to get invoved with a straght girl.
i love her so much,we're so alike an shes so beautiful but i cant tell her
i dont want to lose my best freind, i like just being around her an i keep
saying to myself,i've lasted this long(2 years) i can last an other term,
an then another an so on.Were bothin scouts in different troops(were both the
only girl in the troop)and both our troops went to the same camp last year,
we ended up walking around the camp together cos the disco was rubbish an we
some of my freinds keep making jokes about being gay an its fine cos there
just jokes but theres a point where there not funny any more an of course
they go past that point,they probly wouldnt if they knew, but alot of them
probly wouldnt talk to me fullstop. i've come close to telling someone lodes
of times,but i just couldnt, this boy in my class asked me if i was an i
actually said yes, he got a copple of jokes out of it but then just forgot,