Anyways,in less than 4 weeks, I'll be moving up to Portland OR.

I'm excited, and Can't wait to start packing up all my stuffage next week.

This song is how I feel recently.towards a certain someone.

Artist: Jude Lyrics
Song: I Know Lyrics
You've got such a pretty smile.
It's a shame the things you hide behind it.
Let um go give it up for a while...
Let um free and we will both go find it.

I know there's no where you can hide it.
I know the feeling of alone.
I know that you do not feel invited,

I've been repeating the same mistakes I made with pat. Apparently I'm a sucker for lost causes. I need to fix this problem before I cut my dick off and join a shinto monastary. *grumblysigh, lays ears* I also need to rewrite almost all of my book. Makes a cat wanna crawl under the bed and never come out T_T

THis is an email I sent my first ex. We have recently reopened lines of communication. I wrote him this letter one day when I was in a funky mood. Not funky as in depressed, funky as in "LETS GET FUNKY funky funky funky." Sooooooo X3 I'm posting it because for some reason, a lot of things came up that really fit the situation and my mindset and what I was feeling. Like . . .

So one of my ex-friends Tifa wrote me a note in class today. Before I share it, let's re-hash some history, shall we?

What is with men today? Fucking roomie left without telling me where he was going or when he would get back, and now I have to fucking worry about him all night. I even brought the fucker food, which I will probably eat in spite later (never let good food go to waste).

That's right, kitties, me's got no money. mrowl what is a poor kitty to do?

Taking a break from writing for partying. I know it's bad, but I;be seriously been so busy I don't have time for thoughtful and creative spaces. That will change in a month, but til then, I am super stressed. BLAH!!!!!

What is up with this character?

I figured out why it was tough going on that chapter. I didn't know the characters that well. I figured out Aseore, and now, I'm excited to see where he goes, what he does, what he can learn from Ghosba. Nyar.

I think i know why book been slowing down. my houseguest, while really cool and nice, is super distracting. I can't focus on my story whil i'm around him. Plus, I am writing in side characters, who i don't really know that well. Ghosba is my passionate and confident side, Aido (formerly Yanzo) is my brother/Hattori Hanzo.

Life is running smoothly (somewhat) for the first time in a long while. Writing keeps me busy and school gives me interaction.

Read the forum topic i wrote.
all will be explained there.
Bye!

The black cold of the night rudely awakened the hengeokai. His entire body shivered, vibrating in a desperate attempt to generate body heat. He uttered an expletive under his breath, and chided himself silently for making such a foolish blunder as not utilising the newly found wood.

Gregory my best friend in S.F. says i should start writing the story in my head. SO HERE GOES! This is just the beginning, this work will probably be very very very long. I have no idea what to call it, but it is what it is. Hope you enjoy it!
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