so i want to work out a way that my girlfriend whos from another school can go to homecomming with me,the catch is her mom hates me and would refuse to let her go, any suggestions on how i do this????
so we are comming up on the aniversary date of matts death, he was a very good friend of mine who was killed by a train on aug. 30th,2000...he was only 14.......
it really makes me sad to see all that hes missed and to not have him to seee every day,no matter how bad a mood i was in he could allways cheer me up and made me feel wanted in "the group"
well i think i am going to make a dried arrangement to put there,the last time i went there were no flowers at all...i really dont know what to do at cemetaries,i never spend much time there because i dont know what to say or anything,plus my mom has allways had to drive me and its akward not having privacy, this is sadly one of the reasons i cant wait to get my license so i can do stuff like this by myself
so im finally back, ive been REALLY busy with fair, had to help with the cattle and sheep for a few and actually got to get into the show rink again... overall it was fun,
my girlfriend shows,the only bad thing is her mom was there, the woman hates me because i ruined her life? i dunno shes insane and i really hope amanda can get into a better situation really soon...
i turned 16 on saturday the 16th and i am going to get my permit tommorw,im driving an 01' forester... its ok nothing that will look good tricked out though...
so last night one of my friends told me "you better have your tattoo picked out by the 24 of aug. cuz you can get it done that day." so ive been looking and ive decided
so what does everybody think? im getting it put int he middle of my lower back
i also have my pictures online now,im still working on it so bear with me,i'll be a while putting more on....
my summers been great so far, i have spent a lot of time partying with my boys and at lauras. laura and i went to 6 flags the other day and it was much fun, i love the superman!
i am going to camp creek so im not going to be online for a few days in a bit, its a music fest that lasts for days, lauras going to sell hemp necklaces and i am going to sell henna tats and food, like if someone wants to trade things other than money for what we have its all cool, it should be a really fun time
so lately ive been living at friends houses, ever since school let out its been a non-stop party involving lots of hard liquor and digatal cameras :P
umm,i pulled most of the muscles in my legs jumping on a trampoliene for 2 hrs in the middle of the night...but u know it was so worth it! i love it when friends parents go away!!!!
on the subject of love life, josh and i kidnapped rhue (girl i drool over) and hung out w/her all day, lots of fun making out and tipping over reclining chairs (btw,they dont sit 3 people too well) thanks to my odd mostly straight friends their r prolly tons of pictures of us ont he web by now....
ok,so tommorw im walking over to a's house...should be fun her moms away (she scares me so much!) the only thing is she suggested goin swimming and i look sooo bad in a bathing suit! well i will take some pictures of tommorw cuz i just got a lot of black n white film :p
toodles for now
i should be happy for him shouldnt i? but all i really feel is numb,not really pain but something much deeper....if anyone cares to talk to me about it im me or somehting
StrawbarieGashes (9:59:36 PM): i need a girlfriend...*sigh*
neuralgia999 (9:59:41 PM): ME!
neuralgia999 (9:59:42 PM): lol
StrawbarieGashes (10:00:21 PM): really? or j/k?
neuralgia999 (10:00:51 PM): ::shruggz:: only prob is our rents
well for the most part she tried to stay away from the question and now she has a new boyfriend...*sigh*
ok,ive known this girl since i was about 4 and weve allways been close friends but never seemed to really hook up, lately weve been flirting and i REALLY like her...should i tell her how i feel or make a move and risk it?????
well its been a long time, ive been basically living at a friends house who, sadly, does not have internet... im actually doing my paper right now,it was kinda due in january..oops! i am a MAJOR procrastinator...
i am becomming a mall rat according to my friends, a lot of them work there and now that their store is closing down it = free food plus a place to crash in the back room for as long as i want... the only thing is yesterday they got into a meat fight *shudder* i had a piece of ham hit me (ewwey) and they stuck a slab of roast beef to the wall, (looks proud to be friends with such displays of high intellegence) hehe
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so ive spent a lot of my time at work because we are short people..kinda a sucky way to spend vacation
i have my tickets to go to riverdance,the only thing is Rhue cant go, her mom hates me and refuses to let us see each other than once in a blue moon. it really ticks me off because i like her a lot and now that shes also gone from my school its like something major is missing. like eevryone has someone close that they can tell everything to and usually that kinda of person is rare,well thats part of what she was to me and its weird having that gone...
so i just got home from lauras house,having a 6er,pizza and video games makes my night happy. me and lauras mom spent a lot of time teasing her about talking to her studmuffin on the phone,it was crazy... her mom can become scary sometimes.
so i didnt get to see chicago *sniff* rhue's mom was ebing her usual self and didnt want her to be out more than 3 hours or some nonsense,so we went to lunch and a fabric store instead,she got a bunch of new stuff to amke her corset and skirt for draculas ball and i prorastinated decididing what to wear for that... but i did fall in love with this fuzzy hot pink fabric and plan to make a pair of pants out of it when i ahve the money to buy it...(very expensive,.00 a yard)
kinda in a bad mood,having troubles with a friend who is too trusting for their own good....
umm sunday was totally awesome!! i spent the entire day w/the girl i like and it made me really happy for the first time in a long time,i even got a kiss :)
came home and got yelled at for stuff i didnt do *sigh* took a walk int he woods,felt kinda better,i have nothing much to say so im gonna end it here