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*yawn*

yeah, i'm tired. i'm always tired. i've never known a time when i wasn't tired where i didn't have some sort of narcotic (legal!!!) helping me.

had gym today. wasn't as bad as i expected. went by really quick. had a sub, so basically cameron and nicole (two athletes who are fairly nice) basically led the class and they wanted to get through it as fast as we did, so that was nice.

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HEIL HITLER!!! (and other bugs bunny cartoons)

i don't think my eyebrows can go up any higher.

a cartoon featuring a very fat nazi and bugs bunny posing as hitler.

i don't know why this is on tv, but damn it sure is funny.

in a weird way. i feel dirty watching this. it's like watching a cartoon making fun of muslims. it's odd.....

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can't sleep

can't sleep.

nose stopped up.

sound like an idiot.

school in three hours.

story.

procrastinating.

something about fran.....

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So Cold

Not in the metaphorical sense.

I AM FREEZING!!!

i can't get my body temperature to regulate. i've been sick for the past three days and i have school tomorrow.

day-um. new semester tomorrow too. if i miss it, that's gonna suck. i hope i feel better tomorrow morning.

i need a hug.

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through my fevered daze, her presence is a cooling fountain

god i love that child.

only she could make me feel better now that i feel like death warmed over after being stomped by godzilla.

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I'm Baaaaaaaaaacccckkkk.....

yeah, this was going to be a long journal entry, but then when i actually do it, i realize i can summarize this week in a couple sentences. so, here goes:

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Just....Me

I'm bored, and being the incurable narcissist i am, i decided to let you guys know some random crap about me....

-I'm short.

-I like dissecting things.

-I don't really know who I am.

-I'm in love with one of the sweetest, nicest, straightest girls in the world.

-I think I'm falling in love with my best friend.

-Cows make me smile.

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Dissection

Dissection

open me up
spill me out.
gushing
flushing.
soft
and
pliable.
snip
snip.
exposed
to
you.
heart is
still.
without
breath.
rip me
Apart.
show me
to
the
world.
i am unable to
Speak
for myself.
Speak
for me.
giggle
laugh.
bred for you.
dead for you.
i'm a
Joke
for you.
stripped
flipped
splayed
like a toy.
bones
break
skin
split.
I
am

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Dissecting Frogs entertains me....

yeah, i'm a sick fuck. so what else is new?

but it was! it was fun seeing how everything worked. i'm not disrespectful, i wasn't tossing body parts about or anything, i was just looking.

it was really cool. i sat there with a leg and watched the muscles flex for like five minutes.

i think i definitely want to be a doctor if i don't decide to be an actor.

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A love-filled exclamation towards all Oasisians!!!

i just want to say without you guys, i would definitely not be the person i am today.

i am filled with so much love and compassion for you guys, simply for having the courage to make it through and to be there for other people.

i wouldn't be able to name you all, but just...thanks..

*huggles for everyone*

even you jeff....

*special hug for jeff*

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so yeah, i'm about to cry now

why? why is there so much violence and hatred in the world?

why is there death and killing and blood and gore?

why?

i need a hug.

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Univ. of Richmond is preeeeeeettttyyyyy....

i listen to Breaking Benjamin way too much for my own good.

went up to univ. of richmond for ajudication for gov. school. i have like .0000000001% chance of getting in so, wish me luck!

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Hey! I'm Straight!

Haha, not really. as if i ever could be. i just wanted to grab your attention.

had a stupid Biology SOL today. it was hard as crap. that's probably because i didn't study for it, but hey. i'm a retard, i know. but thos damn questions were so hard! and their wording was all weird. i hate tests like that!

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GAH!!! I'm about to rip my hair out!!!!

this stupid monologue is driving me insane. i can't get the tone right.

i'm doing one of blanche's monologues from streetcar named desire, and i can't seem to get into character. it's driving me nuts.

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First Line

stealing whateversexual_llama's idea cause it's cool!

Jan. 06-Okay, I need to get off the internet, but I am kind of laughing at something that popped into my head the other day. (laughing at my own lesbian-ness)

Feb.-Well this was going to be a story, but I read over my rough draft and found a couple glaring mistakes, so I have to go and fix 'em.

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