yeah, i'm tired. i'm always tired. i've never known a time when i wasn't tired where i didn't have some sort of narcotic (legal!!!) helping me.
had gym today. wasn't as bad as i expected. went by really quick. had a sub, so basically cameron and nicole (two athletes who are fairly nice) basically led the class and they wanted to get through it as fast as we did, so that was nice.
i don't think my eyebrows can go up any higher.
a cartoon featuring a very fat nazi and bugs bunny posing as hitler.
i don't know why this is on tv, but damn it sure is funny.
in a weird way. i feel dirty watching this. it's like watching a cartoon making fun of muslims. it's odd.....
nose stopped up.
sound like an idiot.
school in three hours.
something about fran.....
Not in the metaphorical sense.
I AM FREEZING!!!
i can't get my body temperature to regulate. i've been sick for the past three days and i have school tomorrow.
day-um. new semester tomorrow too. if i miss it, that's gonna suck. i hope i feel better tomorrow morning.
i need a hug.
god i love that child.
only she could make me feel better now that i feel like death warmed over after being stomped by godzilla.
yeah, this was going to be a long journal entry, but then when i actually do it, i realize i can summarize this week in a couple sentences. so, here goes:
I'm bored, and being the incurable narcissist i am, i decided to let you guys know some random crap about me....
-I like dissecting things.
-I don't really know who I am.
-I'm in love with one of the sweetest, nicest, straightest girls in the world.
-I think I'm falling in love with my best friend.
-Cows make me smile.
open me up
spill me out.
i am unable to
bred for you.
dead for you.
like a toy.
yeah, i'm a sick fuck. so what else is new?
but it was! it was fun seeing how everything worked. i'm not disrespectful, i wasn't tossing body parts about or anything, i was just looking.
it was really cool. i sat there with a leg and watched the muscles flex for like five minutes.
i think i definitely want to be a doctor if i don't decide to be an actor.
i just want to say without you guys, i would definitely not be the person i am today.
i am filled with so much love and compassion for you guys, simply for having the courage to make it through and to be there for other people.
i wouldn't be able to name you all, but just...thanks..
*huggles for everyone*
even you jeff....
*special hug for jeff*
why? why is there so much violence and hatred in the world?
why is there death and killing and blood and gore?
i need a hug.
i listen to Breaking Benjamin way too much for my own good.
went up to univ. of richmond for ajudication for gov. school. i have like .0000000001% chance of getting in so, wish me luck!
Haha, not really. as if i ever could be. i just wanted to grab your attention.
had a stupid Biology SOL today. it was hard as crap. that's probably because i didn't study for it, but hey. i'm a retard, i know. but thos damn questions were so hard! and their wording was all weird. i hate tests like that!
this stupid monologue is driving me insane. i can't get the tone right.
i'm doing one of blanche's monologues from streetcar named desire, and i can't seem to get into character. it's driving me nuts.
stealing whateversexual_llama's idea cause it's cool!
Jan. 06-Okay, I need to get off the internet, but I am kind of laughing at something that popped into my head the other day. (laughing at my own lesbian-ness)
Feb.-Well this was going to be a story, but I read over my rough draft and found a couple glaring mistakes, so I have to go and fix 'em.