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Check ur inboxes

Check your inboxes everyone, just a reminder. And for the new people, your inbox always says 0,
even if you have mail. Renee08, you have mail.

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Renee

She is driving me crazy. She's an extremely hot bi chick. From what I've heard, she had a bf and now she's
goin out with some other guy. A freshman! God, I don't even like her, it's just that she's the only other
lgbt in band and it's gettin on my nerves! I don't even know what it is that's on my nerves, just that when
I see her with this kid, I get so pissed! I joined this site and looked for her. She wasn't here. I met her

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Everyday

I open my eyes to see your sleeping form
Lying next to me under the cover
I wish I awoke to this everyday
Awake to your steady breathing

Your eyes flutter open
I can drown in those chocolate eyes
You seep out of the dream world
Back into this cold reality

And find that it’s not so cold anymore
I could say you dreamt of fairies and flowers
Of unicorns and pink panthers
But it wouldn’t be true

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Waiting

He sits on the dock, watching the water, waiting. Waiting for the whale. Waiting for the great splash
on the horizon. And yet nothing moves but the waves crashing against the cliffs. The whale would
come. It had to come. it couldn't just leave him there forever...could it? No. It had never left
anyone sitting there alone.
Alone, forever, with those damned waves crashing on the cliffs. And then the cliffs would give way to

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Marching band JERK

Okay, I'm in marching band and there's a 24 count set where I have to do a 4 to 5 step to get to my spot
and my spot happens to be half a step in front of this tall egotistical trombone player. Half a step is
very close for those of you that aren't in band. But you can imagine. Well, we marked it off to see
where we really are, and it's CLOSER than half a step. We're standing there looking at our charts and the

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Good Morning America...You What?!

Oh my god, I was just watching brat camp and I saw a commercial for good morning america and it’s
subject tomorrow is “can you turn a gay teen straight? This man says he has the answer.

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Blah blah blah

I have absolutely nothing to write about so I'll write about everything. My stupid phone is working
again. I'm trading it in this weekend. My sunglasses broke too. Ah, well, I guess that just means
I'll have to go shopping. In band, Tuesday is gangster day so I'm really gonna go all out for that
one. But for Latin day tomorrow, I don't have anything so no. Usually my section is the anti-spirit

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2 am

Wow, 2 am is very late/early. I just watched a good movie with a good friend. Now I'm drifting
off to sleep at my keyboard. How dorky is that? This is a very short post. Oh well, I have nothing
else to say.

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Dream Meaning?

I had a dream and I was wondering if any of you thought it meant anything. I have
my ideas, but I value your opinions.

I had a dream where I was sitting and talking with a girl in a park/school. She had
brown/blonde hair and it was up in a white tennis hat. She was wearing a t-shirt and
shorts. When I asked her to introduce me to another girl, she said, “What? Am I not
good enough for you? Do I not make you laugh?

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Burnt

I am so burnt. I think about 80% of my body is red. No, I don't mean I was hurt in some kind of
accident, I mean I am burnt from band camp. Yesterday, we spent 4 hours outside learning the
first half of our drill. Even though we lost about half of the band to heat sickness, we plowed
through. And after six hours today, I'm feeling it. So, with 10 hours under a blazing sun at 107
degrees, we have finished learning our opener. We still have almost four weeks of this left. I'm

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It's Coming

I can feel it. I can feel myself being pushed toward the edge. I can see all my friends and family behind
me. All of them waving goodbye. I do not know if any of them will help me over the precipice or if they
will stay where they are, unmoving when I need them. I can only hope. And when I jump over the edge, will
I fall to the ground or will someone swoop down and catch me? I can feel the wave closing in. The ground

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Conversation With the Intellectual

Warning- this will be very long. Okay, I haven't written lately because of a lot of reasons. First, I came
out to my best friend who then the very next day deserted me to hang with this preppy chick on our team. Two,
I went to Indiana and got my game handed to me. (The other team got fourth, yes!) Three, band camp started
yesterday and we went to Alton, IL. Fourth, I just finished Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. (That ass!)

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Help NOW

I'm about to tell my friend I'm gay and I don't know
how she's gonna react. God, what do i do?!

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Impulses

My old crush is over. We're gonna be together for 5 days
straight. I keep flirting with the idea that I should come
out to her. Then I think about the consequences. First,
she is completely straight and I've realized that the
impulses I have, I would have for just about any girl
right now. Everytime I want to just kiss her, I can now
picture Renee, or Caleigh, or Angelina Jolie just to

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Driving

I drove from Union to St. Clair today! I didn't drive on a highway though. I took the back roads. It's
not that I'm scared to go that fast, it's just I'm not that good at pulling out. I drove to my cousin's
house. We talked for awhile. Then I drove back. A whole hour. Only 19 left. Mom said I'm improving but I
still get to close to the right side of the road. I thought I was fine. I could've done 5.

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