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the joke of it all

all im gonna say is...... the bate

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Awakened from deep meditation
To a frightful Premonition
Lacking hold to conscious thought
Lost in the fated route

Left wanting by my dream
Trapped between half sewn seams
Without warmth from erudition
On a path to degradation

Faith wanes in the destined way
Clouds loom for the rest of days
Death follows men to their doom
Epiphany left to the tomb

All that does remain
Is that of darker domains

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a epiphany

A Personal Statement
A Secret World!

I wish that I could sit down and tell a simple story of some small event with little lasting effects. Perhaps realizing homework is important, or that sometimes those things people tell you, are in your best interest. I wish, that I could fit in with everyone else. Sadly I find that harder and harder every day. In my life I have rarely fit in, but that was because of a more physical reason. I have always been tall, and unique for my age. I can remember in second grade standing up to the boys chasing the girls around. I recall that I made a few enemies early in life for that actually.

Would you/have you ever had/would consiter going for a "one night stand"?

33% (1 vote)
67% (2 votes)
I don't see the big deal.
0% (0 votes)
Absolutely not!
0% (0 votes)
0% (0 votes)
Only if they were really HOT.
0% (0 votes)
What the heck are you talking about?
0% (0 votes)
Total votes: 3
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I love you,
I hate you
Divided In between
Lost by my needs

I love you
The way you play your games
The way you hold your camera

I love you
I hate you
You leave me empty
You leave me open

I hate you
The way you barely notice me
The way you wont even look

I love you
I hate you
Lost by my needs
Wishing you were near

I love you
You make me sweat
You make me fret

I love you

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Something to remember

well, hmm let me think about that for a second.... (reminises)
2nd period: WHAT THE F&*K IS UP WITH MY DAMN RUSSIAN CLASS: 3/12 people are.... ARE FLAMERES
HOW THE HECK!!!!!!!! hmmm...... i wonder.......?????????????

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A first for everything......

there is a first for all things, whether it be a painfull lesson or not. For me, unfourtunately
most of the lessons I have been made to learn, have been painfull ones. Today adds yet another,
to my long list of painfull, depressing, shocking, or just general annoying lessons to be
what oh what could it be? hmmm..... something small, something that shouldn't upset me, yet for some
strange reason, it did. not only did it upset me, but it pissed me off, and made me start to wonder.

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