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Dekalog

Just watched Dekalog, have to say these are some of the most intense 'short films' ever. Fuck they're morbid... and depressing. I can't even sleep now. They're 10 short films, one each corresponding to the ten commandments. I don't think they have an explicit agenda, although the themes seem so complex... my interpretations of them... I don't even want to start.

Better than most films I've watched I would say. They're art films, I wouldn't say noir, but emotionally draining. God if you want to die metaphorically for a while, you should watch it on youtube.

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Vanity Progress, happy

I got a haircut. The fringe is gone and I look mega young right now! I passed for a 21 the other night but now I probably look just 18? Hair makes such a big difference.

I had a good weekend! It was a feel good one definitely!

Friday was Jess's birthday. That was the night when I decided not to drink or smoke so much. It was still fun though. I had to look after F though! So many guys were keen on her man. She's such a tease. She was unbuttoning this guy in the backseat (with me there) even though she doesn't even like him that way. I understand though, the attention must feel good.

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I love my friends

I had so much fun tonight.
And it's different.

Because I wasn't trying or getting with boys.
I saw so many lovely people and they do love me.
I met more lovely people.
I was also more sober than drunk! That's something new!
And I only had two cigarettes. I gave the rest away. I'm going to try and reduce.
And I was home by four?! I'm a good boy.

F and me and L are going to have a threesome. Pinky promised.
But not really. Really.

I don't need boys. I just need my awesome friends. At least for now. At least for now.

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A day that went downhill

Time really just flies.
I had an okay day.

I had a great day to start with. I hung out with F, she's one of my best friends. She likes to tell people she's my girlfriend, which confuses a lot of people, considering we're in a 'complicated relationship' and... I'm 'gay'. But It's not official unless it's facebok official right? Anyway we got coffee, chatted about everything and nothing, boys, then we bought our coursebooks... and then we ate like three mc chickens each. I don't see how she doesn't get fat, but neither do I. It's great.

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The Illuminati Boy

An acquaintance I know is going a bit crazy.
He's a good guy, but he's left already. He's not studying, he's moving away from the city, not working, just getting benefit from the government. He moved to a small town now... I'm a little unsure where he's going after, but from his facebook statuses it seems he's not coming back - he's searching for the illuminati or something.

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ya k

time goes by so fast when you're tired

tired... tired...

english looked fun today
new law class was a piece of shite. at least i know heaps of people in it.

taking five papers this semester... just for fun. I'll be v busy!

phil - human nature
phil - freedom and rights
eng - sonnets/comics (i'll be analysing dr seuss and lolita! the reading list is awesome)
pol - foundations of western law
law - legal method (FUCK OFF)

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WAN DEM MITTAGESSEN IST?

Just got back from town. No I am not sleepin with anyone. Why did I get Skylar's number. He kissed me. Once, twice. I don't know he wanted me to stay I fucked that up. Fuck that he's all madeup. Whatever, my heart is somewher else. Somewhere not here, if I can find it.

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asdsdg

BTICH BVCRAZY!A!!! JAJAJAJJAJA
iCch spreche deutsch

ich haette lust, du zu sehen!!!!

jajaja ima kara nigongo wo hanashitemoii desuka??!?

wo bu huei jian chung wen

ENGLISH

wa e heoa gong dai yi

aber ich kann nicht deustch sprechen!!!

warum der jung und mann sehr heiss!!!!!

wooooo

o si gong po tong wa!!!

SIGH LANAGUAUGUE!!!!

COOLas

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Sometimes I'm a mess

It's getting really late and I should really get to bed... but I feel like I must throw bits of brain on here before I do.

I would just like to start by saying I'm not depressed, nor are things out of control. Albeit some things are, but they are secondary... I'm more concerned with simply recounting... evaluating a sort of 'emptiness' (without a better word) I'm feeling.

In fact, things are going very well.

Socially, things are great. I've gone out everyday, caught up with friends, met many new people in the holidays. There are no dramas. I feel 'loved'.

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The type to love and leave

I love international tournaments. I'm back from Australs 2010. The five star hotels, the suits, the lavish dinners, the pretentious functions, the interesting people I met, the drunk hookups, the self-conceited arrogance of me and many others. We were spoilt, and every connection seemed simple yet consequential. We were absolutely wonderful.

There were over 450 people. Every sort of person was there, so I thought there's got to be a few gays around.

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California Gurls

Um... I can't stop listening to California gurls... like SERIOUSLY

ANYWAYS

I'm trying to learn German right now. My grammar sucks shit right now, but apparently I'm picking it up quite fast according to my German friends. Man I want to learn every single language out there. Any German speakers here?

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Sick

woke up one morning and started vomitting. slept in the whole day

thot i was pregnant... except i'm not a girl

its ok now. i'm stil alive

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Ja ja ja

I volunteered to host/translate/interpret for the food festival at the Auckland museum today AND I also sang in a choir at the local library

I deserve a medal for being such a good citizen

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No life

I've been doing nothing but study for the past week. I just had the most important exam of my life. Sort of. It's worth 20% of entire year's score. All my three other exams this semester is worth 5%, which means all three of them combined will still not balance a bad grade for that test. So I better have not fucked it up lol. Average for getting into second year law is an A-... I'm sitting around A right now... except I can't get too comfortable. Already 500 people dropped out of the original 1300 for second semester... they still need to get rid of 500 people...

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Good then bad day

At first I felt 'good' because I did a whole afternoon's study for this very important exam.

But then - Winter's cold and miserable. I'm sick. I have the exam on Friday. I went to my friend's work and got drunk which I shouldn't have. I'm going to forget everything. Now all that just adds up to guilt. I'm going to sleep.

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