Time to humanise myself a little bit.
Even though I give advice here more than I post journal entries, and seem to be detached and as insightful as I can, I am not without the turbulence of any teen that has recently been launched into adulthood.
Um, so I'm sufficiently drunk take a journal entry
Went to town today
there was for a birthday dinner
Also did some ceroc dancing. I'm gettin there. actually im shit
Afterwards they all went back to the birthday girl's place
I didn't feel like going too tired and having a big night tomorrow
Tomoro I'm going to Waiheke Island for two days
and try and get a tan on the beach
so many things i wana do this holiday
i also wana get more fit (run half an hour every day... I stopped during exams... i started again today i need to continue)
friend wants me to take up kick boxing lol... no way. i'll die. he's real fit tho his coach is givin him a fight soon he wants me to go watch i prob wil and il see what it's like
oh and i wana take up ballroom dancing
and take up singing lessons to improve my technique (and just get better!)
many many things
Just had our last final ever high school function. Graduation dinner was awesome. I got a high school graduation certificate with honours, the best there is to get, and possibly the most outstanding testimonial written by my teachers. Not only am I described as a "young man of the highest calibre", I'm also "highly spoken of", "an excellent public speaker", "talented musician", "humorous", "a popular student with amazing interpersonal skills with his peers and teachers", "conscientious, engaging and inquiring", "exhibits leadership and teamwork with great ethic and service"... and more.
Dad arrived this morning. I can't stand parents. Fuck.
Well, I don't really want to waste my time writing more because most people don't care anyway. So I'm going do something else now.
Hate clingy friends
And hate not being able to go out when I want to
Which equals clingy friends guilt tripping me and me fucked off
Went to a friend's pool party tonight! Can finally feel the it's sort of summer! I actually haven't gotten drunk for a month. That has got to be some sort of record. It was so liberating! I realised how hot JK looks when he dances. I told him that. He was very flattered. It was a pool party so everyone's shirtless and oh my god it's like jizzlife central. And I love drunk conversations. Man man man I'm just so happy I can have my life back again. Remember how all I posted abut was exams in the past few weeks. They're all gone and over! Three months of break until uni!
IS THAT LIKE A PARTY EVERYONE'S LIKE INVITED TO EXCEPT ME
I haven't talked about my family for ages. Well, if you haven't read my entries from a long while back you probably don't know I'm homestaying. Now you do. Well, my guardians recently told me they won't be making me food and stuff anymore. So basically from this Sunday onwards I have to buy and cook all my meals, do all my laundry all my cleaning and so on. Basically it's like I'm renting a room from them. So this Saturday I'm going out to do some massive shopping... buying food and toiletries and laundry powder and all the tiny everyday things.
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away
Ohhh, myyyy, God.
Been five days since exams first started.
Today was scholarship english,
Why is the top 3% not good enough?
Just sat my first scholarship exam. Statistics. I know I'll get it. That'll be the top 3%. But I fucked up one question. So I won't get outstanding for it. There goes fucking top 0.5% of the country.
Fucking hate high standards. Some people are happy with just achieving a normal paper. I wish I could be like that.
Time to study for the physics scholarship paper.
In a grumpy mood. Kind of have been for a whole week.
M friends, I am rejoiced; You are glad
I am a believer in that small portion-
Oh my honourable friend! Should
Either persecute to some purpose or
He would rather be sent to the King
The fact damages the rule, but not issues of law
The fourth exhortation shall be-
Oh ye immortal Gods, where-
Then the fifth, the fifth
Shall we dwell no longer
We shall not rest on the seventh
Protest oh protest less!
Powder penal ingnite might this time be right!
He a different man; Young merchant, no, housebuilder no
Different than woman that refuse
To sew buttons and cook dinners