Today is the last day of the year...
I kind of like school, I'll miss all my friends over the holidays.
I'll miss the teachers too, some of them are just totally amazing.
We had lots of shared lunches today, I feel like a fatty.
I need to stop being ridiculously caffeinated!
National exams are coming up, need to start studying...
Really angry about New Zealand election results right now.
Suffering from induced insomnia- need to be left alone right now.
I'm listening Mora by Sonny Moore.
Here's a little update-
Probably the most annoying thing ever
I've been having this flu for two weeks
It got better until tonight when it got incredibly horrendous
I sound like I have a voicebox
My brain has ground to a halt
(I can't think properly, and man - robbing me of that is just so horrible)
My breathing reminds me of the devil
My stomach feels worse with every coughing fit
Out of total rambling nonsense with bulldyke, it inspired me... -
My friend P is so lost. She's sooo socially inappropriate... Gawd, I love her!
She told me she went to Church the other day and didn't really know anyone there. There were two well-behaved chicks that beckoned her over to talk. Apparently, it got really awkward and no one was talking... so she decided to break the ice.
P: So guys, have you seen that new movie "Water"?
I'm so lost right now
Such a lost kunt
what's goin on
met lots of Ellen's mates tonight
that party was awesome
they're introducing me to one of their gay mates
gawd i'm so lost
where am i
i think vodka is victorious at last
right laters bro
love you guys, just thought i'd give this little update
So I decided to go to Rory's party last night instead of fireworks at Alex's (Friday). About 50 people went - It was good!
Today the weather was... oh I can't remember.
Actually, now I do - it was raining. I had to take a 90-minute bus ride home from school because I missed my school bus. I had to converse with my calculus teacher and console one of my best friends on his less-than-perfect exam results. But honestly, he's still going to get dux though!
I was running through my old journals...
And it moved me so much.
It shocked me how much I've changed.
It showed how bad my english used to be...
How naive I was.
How genuine and simple-minded (as in uncorrupted) I used to be...
How I document all the trivial things
How I regurgitate the tiniest things in my life without polishing and refining - showing how I truly felt.
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Got most of my results back today...
So far I passed all my exams!
Really, really happy!
Oh, we're voting for prefects tomorrow. Hopefully I can make the cut.
Now I'm trying to write a story... damn, I miss reading and writing.
He's just so... sophisticated!
Starting to think I'm a little asexual..
It is the 17/08/08, early morning.
After a nightmare.
I'm going to write this down.
Because I'm not going to make this one of those moments that will fade away with time. That's all too depressing. If it slowly fades away, eventually it will mean nothing and that's frustrating. Instead I will transfer this abstract concept /thought into tangible words that will remind me for eternity.