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School and Things

Okay so school's started and all... we get so much homework this year... and I have so much commitment like volleyball (which I'll probably drop =\), debating, science national brain challenge, piano and extra tutoring this term I just can't manage enough time to do the things I love.

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La.

Okay, well well well. Sorry about the title I have a tendency to put random things up there when I can't think of anything. So umm... this just a little update.

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Memories of the Past?

Okay, right now it's past 4am and I've been up the whole night. I'm merely posting this to get stuff off my mind because there's been so much I had to absorb over the past hours. I can not think or engage in critical thought at this very moment, perhaps all I'm writing is simply an act of reflex, an urge to pour out the emotions within me.

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With the Overseer

With the Overseer
09/01/07

Dear God,

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I lost my wallet

Okay, so I'm ranting on agen, after my recent fucked up depression... today I was out with some friends then I lost my wallet somewhere. There were like $200 bucks and a $50 bus card along with my key, ID card and other shit. This is really pissing me off, that money took me ages to save, and I thought I would treat myself to some new clothes after feeling so fucked up with the money I saved throughout the year...

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Wtf is fucking wrong with me

I was going to think I'm probably having a period if I was a girl but I'm not so I don't what the hell is wrong with me this whole day I was being a bitch to my mum, people on the streets, my sister, and just everyone in general. I guess I'm tired, but I'm also angry and frustrated at so many fucking things on my fucking mind. I'm such a selfish, sad person who can't control myself and only bring misery to people around me.

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~*Review of GLBT Guys I know*~

GLBT guys I know: (Just Making a List)

Guys
Arfa: (Bi) I met him through mogenic, apparently he was alright at first except when he started liking me he was extremely clingy and annoying so I tend to avoid him now.

Tyler: (Bi) A friend I knew back in Primary, then went back to Taiwan and lost contact. We miraculously got in touch again through our friend Julie when I accidentally found out he came back to NZ. I found out about his bisexuality but he was already going out with Vic which he recently broke up with. He has a really hard to understand personality and never takes things seriously.

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Tyler, Vic and Me

Hey peoplez~

Sorry about the previous journal entry it was rather short and unexplained... because I was surprised and don't know what the hell was going on. Now that I have a better idea (just a tiny tiny little bit) I'm going to write more about it.

Well, you see there's three gay/bi guys amidst our group of GLBT group of friends. When I knew these people the other two were basically going out so I felt a bit lonely (those were Vic and Tyler). But it wasn't that simple, we had many complications... Vic and Tyler had some relationship problems, and within that we had wierd crushes on each other etc. But all those times I waited and held myself back to the chances I had to get one of them, choosing a stronger friendship instead.

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Urgh OmG!

Vic broke up with Tyler!

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The Innocent Wolf -- Story

Story, "The Innocent Wolf", 14/11/06

Preface:
I wrote this story because I was a bit bored~ Well here it is I hope you guys like~ ^^

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The Innocent Wolf

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Friends

I'm having some confusion about my friends, I don't know if some of them are good friends or not... I hate it when friends clash and argue... I hate it when they talk behind people's back... I hate it when they change and become different... I hate it when they're up themselves... I hate it when they are manipulative... I hate it when they are blind to other's thoughts/needs... I hate to label them just good or bad, or to rate them better or worse... I hate it when they disappoint because expectations are not met... blah blah blah so much more on my mind I just don't know how to get it down >< Friends are confusing and I hate it so much, but I also love them too. I confuse myself.

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Just a thought/short rant

Hate it when all people think about who I am now is just "gay"... I mean there's a whole lot more to me than just that -_-;;

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Uh

Okay, just got scolded for getting home at 12... I know it's my fault but just feeling stink at the moment

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Birthday/Halloween Party

Mm just went to a birthday/halloween party it was so awesome haha I had so much fun I didn't want to leave >< Oh I dressed up as a blue fairy :D

At first we just hung out at Mel's house, we ate, talked, bummed around... then we watched part of "When a Stranger Calls" but it was boring so we called it off..

Then Julie's sister went and bought some alcohol (just some *rolls eyes*) lol then we started playing spin the bottle (truth or dare) it was so fun lolz.

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Update

Well, I was kind of going to go out with this bi person called Tom tomorrow... but he just texted me today saying he couldn't go so blah...

I don't have a crush on him or anything... but we knew each other through our friend Steph (Tom's from a different school.) Then we decided we were gona meet each other by ourselves in town tomorrow and see how it turns out. Well, it seems like he can't go now so I guess I'm a little disappointed. All my other friends were really excited about it (more than I am) so when I tell them they would all be more disappointed than I am lol. Newayz, that's just a little update.

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