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Test Results

All negative.

Now just have to take the PEP for 30 days.
The hospital was really nice and gave the drugs to me for free.
They said they never do that - and told me not to tell anyone (oops).
It saved me over $500 though. How very kind of them.

I've learnt my lesson.
Happy day it is - going out soon - gonna go get ready now (to the music of Passion Pit)

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Tonight's Date

I felt kind of sick today. I don't want to whine and complain too much, but that's kind of the point of a journal entry right? The meds are starting to kick in... I felt like throwing up on the bus to the gym. Then at the gym it got worse too, I had to leave early and I felt particularly sick when I started doing weights. We'll see if it gets better or worse during the week. Then I hung out with two of my friends who knows what's happening - but not once did they bring it up... I don't want to be treated like I'm sick. Which is amazing. I love them.

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I got an HIV test

I got an HIV test done today. They will have the results by tomorrow, but they will tell me in person on Wednesday. It's only going to be a baseline test because HIV exposure has a 30day window period. I got really freaked out and couldn't sleep so I taxied to the hospital at 6 in the morning. They've given me about a week of post exposure prophylactic treatment just in case, and I have to buy the next three weeks myself. It's six pills a day for four weeks.

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i am a stupid man

sigh

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It will all be over tomorrow

I have my last exam tomorrow, so I shouldn't really be writing this, I should be studying. But studying for hours and days on end really takes its toll... so here I am - letting my mind unwind.

I had an eye exam the other day. Apparently I've got sun damage. It's only at its early stages, but being the heath freak I am I got it checked out anyway. I want to invest in a really nice pair of sunglasses now. Stupid excuse to splurge on expensive accessories...

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Fuck off

I feel so sick. I need to stop going out so much. Definitely made the right choice staying in tonight.

I feel physically and emotionally sick. I haven't eaten well for the whole week. I ate only like one meal per day. I don't remember where my Sunday and Thursday went. Same with today. Stop drinking. Stop it. Argh. I have bloody exams next week.

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I have the best friends ever.
I'm sure you all do too, but I cannot imagine my life without them.

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I can't fall in love

Omitted.

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This is a confession

Ommitted.

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We can dance

Omitted.

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I suspected we began at the wrong end

What's the meaning of a number?
I won't be 18 anymore.

1. 2010. The only year I haven't dated someone and loved them.
2. 2010. My first year of university - doing completely different subjects than high school.
3. 2010. Joined the gym
4. 2010. The year which my dog left.
5. 2010. First one-night-stand.
6. 2010. The year which I made the best friends ever.
7. 2010. Almost a decade living away from my parents.
8. 2010. The year when I stopped growing taller (maybe/finally).
9. 2010. The year I -started- and -quit- smoking.
10. 2010. Financial independence.

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Jesus

So
He was unbuttoning my shirt
he gave me a cigarette
he reached down my pants
at the club
and asked "can we go"

and I said, I've got to talk to my ex boyfriend
I said I liked his hair
it reminds me of my ex girlfriend
he looked sad
maybe jealous

he's a dancer
he was hot
jesus i was so drunk
i fucked up mannnnn

oh yeah, some guy with a scarf on the bus talked to me. he offered me a cookie. right

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Rah

Stupid people are everywhere
They make me angry
Actually I feel sorry for them

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UM

LOL IM SUCH AN ASSHOLE

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Productive

I'm your biggest fan I follow you until you love me.
I've decided what to do for new years! I'm going to Melbourne! That shit is going down man. I'm going with J, M, and A. We've all made a pact, we're all going to look super good for the beach by then.

J and I are going gym three times a week. I'm making good progress. M and A are taking up zumba and stretch classes. Oh my God, I can't wait. I burnt over 600 calories on cardio alone today. I also ordered some protein supplements... saves money from buying meat and shakes.

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