I feel like a prude most of the time.
But I also sometimes feel whore-ish.
I am a VIRGIN!!!!! And most of my friends are not. But, I have done everything except for have sex with a guy. I've done everything with a girl also. So, therefore, I feel prudeish and whoreish all at the same time. I freaking hate it.
Well. Today was my first day of classes. I had Physical Science, and then Convo [we have to go to 40 in the 4 years of college here], then College Writing. Then I went to lunch and hung out with my new friend Sarah for a while. Now I'm sitting in my dorm room alone [no roommate, people hate me I guess] litening to music. I have to leave in a little bit for Christian Faith.
you are missing from my life
i wish you were missing from my mind
go away from here
and never return
i cant handle this anymore
and your heartbreaks
youve hurt me too much
you come back into my life
and then do that
only to say you were mistaken
and then you go away again
i miss you already
i dont want to
i want to hate you
why cant i hate you
Heyyy everyone! I haven't been on this site in about a million years. Yeah, its pretty sad... I know you have all missed me!
So here is an update about me:
-I graduated high school in June.
-I start school at Manchester College [one of the most gay-friendly schools in the US...WOOT!] on September 3rd, and I am very excited about it.
-I am still single.
well, i have a boyfriend now... hes really sweet and his name is jimmy.... i liked him about a year ago and never told anyone until about a month or so ago.... and now we have been together for around 3 weeks....
My life is going crazy... My sister is having a baby in as little as 2 weeks or as much as 6 weeks. I'm so freaking excited about that! My stepdad is a homophobic racist alcoholic and I hate him with a fiery passion from hell. My nephew (from my OTHER sister) is 4 and a half years old and my mom might be adopting him... He's crazy.
It has been TOOOO long since I have actually done anything on here. When i first got an account on here, my mom found that I had been on this site and she didn't know yet that I was bi. So I didn't get on here for a while. Then my computer took a big crap and it barely works anymore. So here I am again... At the public library, but at least I'm online.
Well, this is my first post and the first thing I have decided to discuss is one of the main things that keep me here on this Earth, and that is none other than MUSIC! It is my life. I listen to all types of music: emo, indie rock, metal, some rap, some hip-hop, hardcore, punk, country, christian, reggae, calypso, blues, jazz, swing (I first learned how to swing dance in second grade and I have loved it ever since), some classical (my good friend plays the violin), and even some opera (my cousin is in school for singing opera, she's amazing). So yeah, I have a WIDE variety of music that I love, and without it all, I don't think I would be here today.