I started cutting again and i dont know why....i thought i stopped.
I dont like it but i do it anyway....i need someone to hear me and
talk to me. dont get me wrong i dont mean to put my problems out there
for everyone to see but i was hopping that someone knows what im going through and could maybe help me.
Are you here?
Are you by me in anyway?
Do you hear my plea?
Can you feel my ripped soul call out for mercy?
Can you feel my torn heart that needs mending?
God,I know your there and I know you hear my body's pain and cries
My body's cries that mess me up inside
The cries that dont know how to escape without using a blade.
God, I know your here by my side and I need you next to me no matter how much pain passes through
I see you smile
I see you cry
I sit and wish and wonder why
It wasn't take it or leave it
Just leave and take off
But when all friends are gone
and all love is lost
I'll still be standing here
Waiting for you to prove
That was no lie when you told me
you were true
Don't laugh,Don't cry
I have sat in the darkness and I've made up my mind
I'm leaving now ....you have taken my life
Darkness falls on the day
And already I'm a million miles away
I don't know where I'm going
I've got no place to stay
And the thoughts in my head
Drive me every which way
I'm lost in the thoughts engulging my head
Not knowing to turn back or which way to tread
Darkness is abrupt
And the light seeming dead
But my mind is alive and it's plaging my head
Many times before I've come down this road but never has it ever shown
I've been called a slut
I've done some bad things in my past
I hate when people tell me things i already know
Hearing about Hurricane Katrina is staring to annoy me
I'm against war
I know someone that is fighting in the war
I don't like telling people my feelings
I find death interesting
Guys in pink aren't SEXY
MTV ruins music
I've been called fake
I don't trust many people
I'd kill someone if i knew i could get away with it
I admit...I'm a little crazy
My girlfriend has a great sense of humor
I consider my self open-mined
The things i say sometimes get me in trouble
I've been in and seen many bad situations
I've done something extremely bad recently
I live to have fun
I'm a virgin(well, with guys I am)
I have many friends that do drugs
Smoking is just nasty
I had a friend that was an alcoholic
I don't really like T.V.
I like to keep to myself a lot
Some people consider me Bi-Polar
I hate it when people know I am and they quote the Bible at me.