yah thats right the girl I like has it in for another girl. I already knew that we wouldn't be together. I did tell her I liked her about 3 weeks ago and we talked about it and that and she said that she didn't feel the same way about me as I did about her. Which really sucks ass. I am dealing with it and all. She is like one of my best friends and things have become awkward. We stoppeed talking for a little bit.
So it's been like 4 days since my friend found ou t adn i still have not had a chance to talk to hr about it, well not that i haven't had a chace i just couldn't do it. But i finally wrote a note to her last night trying to expalin everything I want her to know adn this morning i got my friend ashley to readit and she almost cried i was like o ashley don't cry!! So i almost cried too...The problem ids that now that i am finally going to give her the letter i can't find her because of course she had to have no exams today so she wasn't at school adn i won't be there the rest of the week cuz i have none so thatmeans that i have to wait until next week to give it to her.
Well I never told her. I really really wanted to...but we started talking and catching up and all that and i just couldn't get teh words to say it. I hate that I am hiding from her adn i had a really hard time not saying things i wanted to because of the fact that she doesn't know. I don't want to tell her over the computer either and i don't want to just send an email i want to tell her face to face, but that is proving to be alott harder than i expected it to be.
sio i don't have much time to write my friend is coming to get me at 7 which is really good because i want to tell her that i am bi tonite and i am very very nervous to do this i am not sure how she is going to react adn I know she is somewat homophobic that is making this all the more worse and I know that she already knows so this is why i need to talk to her about it I don't really like that she found out throguh my faceparty account but well i guess i brought that upon myself.
So my friend was telling me that some conservitative representative came to her house yestrday and told her that gay marriage was the door way to polgamy!!! yah thats right our government sucks ass I am glad tht i can't vote yet but if i happen to see a local politician around my school I will gladly give the conservatives a heathly piece of my mind...dumbasses!!