Yeah I was nearly crushed by a refrigerator. I already talked about it enough in my myspace blog so i don't really want to say anymore.
Hi, everyone. So I just spent the entire day at Seattle University participating in this leadership day in order to remain in the competition for one of the 9 full ride scholarships the school offers. Suprisingly it was one of the most fun experiences I've had in a very long while. I met tons of new people from numerous states, got to listen to numerous presentations, and got to further tour the campus.
heeee heeeee like I'd share any of those stories! No actually the title was inspired by the song by IQU that I'm listening to at the moment. So I'm feeling much better actually. I'm a little disappointed that the guy I like seems to have a short attention span. Oh well I'm sure I can either mend him of that or find someone who will pay more attention to me. Yeah I guess last night was like a cathartic release, I mean I got everything out there, and in the end I feel much better.
*Disclosure* Yeah ok so this post is really boring and filled with emotions and junk so i recommend you don't read it.
don't say I didn't warn you.
It's still not too late to turn back...
oh push off! read something else!
Yeah well this evening has not been a fun one for me. I just cried for about an hour straight about something that would never have made me cry in the past. A kitten going to the pound.
WE HAVE SNOW AT MY HOUSE!!!! WE NEVER HAVE SNOW AT MY HOUSE!!!!!! AYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYA!!!! LOL!!!!!! OK I'M GOING OUT TO PLAY!!!!
Hi everyone! Sorry I haven't posted in a few days I've been sick AND I had to fill out the SU application by Nov. 15 so it was a crazy week. So let me see updates!!! Ummm well I was supposed to have a date last night but he had to cancel because he had forgotten about his best friend's birthday party when we had planned this a week ago. But that's ok! Lol he's absentminded like me!!! YAYs LOL!!! Ummm what else...OH was too sick for school yesterday so I stayed home and slept for way too long.
Grrrrrr my date blew me off, and not in that good way, he ditched the plans we had made today. I'm sooo pissed right now. Grrrrrrr. Why is it that I can't find someone that's good for me? I dunno. I mean seriously. I just want someone to pick me.... choose me....love me. I that so fucking hard to ask for?
P.S. Don't want your sympathy here!!! I can do without it thank you very much.
I...um...have a date saturday... i'm in shock here...oh me oh my I haven't been on a date in like 5 weeks...what should i wear... funny how that's the first thing that pops into my mind. Besides the shock. Um ok I'm going to bed now... and i have the wierdest smirk on my face.
LOL!!!!! Sorry I've been listening to "Natrual's not in it" by Gang of Four. Right so fun stuff! Got my badge and tour of the center so now I can start my hospice work. Probably won't start for about two weeks but eh. I really hope the residents will enjoy my company. So that was pretty much my day today... OH and we watched a video with naked cavemen running around for about 80 miniutes in my bio class.
You know... I forgot how much fun flirting is. : D I mean it seems like such an impossible feat but I truly forgot how energized I feel when I do flirt with a guy....espeically a cute one....like right now. Anyhooo went to the Bodies Exhibit today which i recommend because it was ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY FABULOUS!!!!!! I was just amazed by it and had the funest time I've had in a while. Sad though because while sdowntown I went shopping but when I went to GAP they didn't have any men's RED campaign gear! SO SAD!!! I really want one of those shirts...or maybe an armani one...
I'm lonely. Maybe tomorrow I'll find him. Who knows...
Anyways happier news I'm gonna go see the Bodies exhibit! Anybody hear of it? The one with the dissected bodies on display? Yeah well our teacher got us in for cheap cheap and I can't wait. Might be a little disturbing in some places but I have a strong stomach so I should be able to handle it. Hopefully I can convince my GSA to do something for ALLY week, though it doesn't seem like any of them besides me whats to put themselves on the line to further people's understanding.
Grrrrrrrr I'm not happy with myself right now. I'm feeling lonely, and I've been thinking a lot about my failed relationships in the past, which only succeeds in making me more depressed and lonely. But that's not really the point of this post. The thing recently is that I've begun to hope for getting a new relationship, which is a relitively big step for me right now. But the thing I'm worryed about is that I'm gonna fall for the next guy who asks me out.
Dammit! Now I've got another networking site to be addicted to (facebook) BLEH!!! ewwww AND MY EX HAS ONE!!!!DOUBLE EWWWWW
Well firstly let me say that Grey's Anatomy is simply the BEST SHOW!!! Yeah ok so I feel like writing down all that's going on with my life. So ok my birthday was last thursday and for a birthday of mine it was pretty good. I got a couple excellent presents and some cakes, and lots of hugs, so that made me feel pretty good. Though my friend Shannon is kinda ignoring me so that kinda pisses me off. Um lets see OH I talked to the head of our new GSA at my school and she was really happy to see me because she needs help getting it started.
You know how certain things just have a way of trashing a perfectly decent day? Well my day is pretty much shot now because I saw my ex when I was picking up my sister from swimming. Now luckily he didn't see me so I didn't have to go talk because honestly I don't know what I would say to him. But I mean seriously SERIOUSLY! Why did he have to come ruin my day? Yeah I'm not angry.... well not at who he is.