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Painful Reminder

hurt and shame
reminded me every day
of the painful scars
bruiSes
why are we made
to relive those
crying games
horrible moments
in life's cruel
ReAlItY
things happen daily
that I'm not proud of
people make me
show the unappitizing
scarS
and open wounds
I'm still bleedin'
this cut ain't healed..
itself yet
maybe in time
everything will
fix
everything
else

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...sickling disease

I'm tired of the mockery
and the side comments
whispers and the stares
I didn't have to tell them
and someone told them
told my secret
to all those who
who disaprove
they know I'm different
so they make bigotry remarks
just the same
don't it hurts
cracks about my life
and destiny
get the worst of me
hated that I told
that loose lip little girl
now I'm hated
sickling disease
I'm not contagios

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Lover's Lane

My fate hangs in the balance
of two unknowing adults
let me see her
if you will
I would really like that
I love her
one of you doesn't trust that
the other don't know
that I love you
that I want to be with you
FOREVER
I'll take my chances
If I may
I'll get trampled
by her father
and my hopes and dreams
get steped on
I can build them back up
if I dare
I love her too much
to give up NOW

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Explination

This is an explination to my nasty mood.
My father I love the man, I really do. But he is pissing me off. Making it so my mom will loose her house.
He won't take his medicine for depression (in which both of my parents have, thank you very much my jesus)so he storms around the house painting, getting it ready for sell. My parents are constantly fighting. I know it is kind of normal but they need like a "screaming room" or something where I don't have to hear it.

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I feel...

I don't like my math teacher, she made us watch this short online video about caring about your family even when times are hard and the thing mentioned things like "even in times of divorce we can look to one another for comfort, because we care." I felt her eyes glaring at me.
When it was all said and done, I felt numb. I just sat there for ten minutes thinking about all the things going on in my personal family life. Things I won't further bother anyone with.

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Puzzle

You may not know this
but you're always on my mind
I want to yell out
how I feel
I want to see you
be held in your arms
kiss you in the moonlight
I want to talk to you
play truth or dare
when we've only slept minutes
I want to walk with your hand in mine
talk about you all the time
you complete my puzzle
I am no longer confused.

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Mom knows

After getting the support and building the courage I needed I walked bravely into my mom's room.
In which I told her we needed to talk.
I sat there silently for a moment. I hadn't actually said the words "I'm a lesbian," out loud before.
The first things that came out of my mouth were, "I don't like guys."
My mother calmly said, "So... you think you're a lesbian?"
My face must have been worried, because she said it's okay. A hug and a kiss and most of the talking was done with.

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Magic 8 Ball was Faithful!

My wish it came true! And it only took a few days! I knew the Magic 8 Ball wouldn't let me down.
My wish, it came true tonight. I got me a girlfriend.
What else would I have wished for?
My heart beats steadily when I think of thee is jumps faster.
It is a giddy, spinny feeling.
<33333

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Injustice

So many people who feel the same
Nothing is done to change world views
I feel the injustice daily
Snickers and pointing
There isn’t much to laugh about when you live it
People can be cruel
The foul names they shout
If people are so highly populous
Then why is this still unfair?
Martin Luther over came the prejudice
Where is our hero when we need them to fight the battle?
Too large is are army to surrender now

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Unspecified Feelings

I know who I am for now
my feelings and emotions are in shock
I don't know how I'm feeling for you
you were honest
now let me be too
I don't want to get attached
I don't know thee
but truly, it is past that point
I wait to talk to you
the first thought on my mind
is how you slept last night
or if you'll be alright
day after day, breath after breath
I don't want to lie
but I can't label my feelin's yet

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Couting

I'm not out to a lot of people. But I'm thinking that maybe if I was, maybe the teasing would stop. It doesn't me that much but I don't like when I'm being called "faggot," and "gay ass bitch," things just need to change for the better.
People I told I was bi:
1)Loren
2)Jess
3)Abby
4)Taylor
5)Brianna
6)Jasmine
8)Elizabeth G.
9)Elizabeth C.
10)Katherine (doesn't really count since I went to elementary school with her and I don't think she remebers who I am)

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Magic 8 Ball

This sounds stupid that I am leaving my fate in the hands of the Magic 8 Ball, but it is the special one that sits in the library and lots of other people use it and it works for them. ^-^ I just can't wait. I mean I am so stupid.
Kim used it to predict her score on this coming project. She asked if she was going to get an A, and it said something like "Outcome Favorable" because she is really smart and never fails.

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Sugar Addiction (comic relief)

I take things into my body I know are bad
I ingest things that can cause me harm
I don’t eat healthy
I don’t give a damn
Sometimes logic just isn’t there
But who really gives a damn when it’s coffee and pop tarts
Dying of a heart attack from too much sugars
Would only be sweet relief from the constant nagging
I don’t do drugs
I don’t smoke
That’s kind of redundant but what the heck

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Announcement

My parents announced their divorce. Just can't wait for it to be over. I don't want to choose new things and move. And the worst part about this happy subject is, I not only have to move twice (because my mom and dad are both getting new houses) but I am moving in just about a month.
I am just glad I am going to go to the same school.

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Rose coloured glasses

g0card5ed/\/\0/\/d515: i said that in the bible u r not supposed to be gay
Friends forever
Told me I was going to hell
Took it back
She’s the reason I cut
Felt horrible
But she doesn’t understand
Everything about me
Because she neglects the things she don’t care
So she isn’t aware
That I’m queer
I’ve always been this way
She constantly put the rose coloured glasses on
To hide the mystery inside

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