lol, ok ok the first funny thing is that i as just at this street latin dancing thing wathcing a friend of mine who is a dance teacher, and i was with her and a few friends right, anyway, one of them is a straight guy who likes one of the girls we were with and we all decided to dance a little, so i was dancing with one of my female friends, then the girls decide to dance together, so this guy, fully aware that i'm gay, asks me to dance, yay i danced with a straight guy!! lol he was cute, i told him that too. anyway, today i also hung around with dumbo, he bought a new shirt he looked hot, i'm kind of angry at dumbo, now sure why, but whatever. hm, having best friend issues, that is, i'm finding that i don't like them anymore, i have two btw, but i just dont' like them, i've changed too much this year, coming out, moving away, uni, it's all changed me heaps, i'm just not capable of treating people the way i used to, they never knew who i was in the first place, so i guess it's not like i'm losing something very important, and i'm kind of used to having very little friends, so yay for adam! tommorow is dumbo's b'day party, i think i have to get him a present, but i just couldn't be fucked, i already got him one, he don't deserve another one, he hasn't even blown me! lol no that's jsut mean, i didn't mean that, i'm just shitty at him (and no he doesn't and will not know). lol, my biggest problem at the moment is what to wear for his party, i'm going to be meeting his x boyfriend and his first kiss (plus play round), so i gotta show the fuckers up, not to mension, if i can pick one of them up and make him super jelous, all the better!
ALL OASIS HOES MUST COMMENT IN MY LAST JOURNAL ENTRY AND FORUM TOPIC OR DIE!!!!!!!!!! lol no please help me out on this one, i need u'r opinions
so yesterday i got to spend the entire day with dumbo (TWAS HE'S 2ST B'DAY) and it was a great day, very relaxing and just fun. his boyfriend was working and his family sux at life so he had nobody but me for his birthday, which was good for me even though i was sad for him, but anyway! so it's just the two of us all day, keep that in mind as i tell you our little adventure. i went to a supermarket in the morning and bought chocolate covered jam doughnuts, a 21st b'day candle, a 21st bday card, party hats and those whistle things that roll and unroll, you know the ones!? anyway, i had also painted him a portrait of a man's face, it's a very nice picture trust me, i was even happy with it, besides i'm like the next fucking da vinci! (yes that was a joke).
yay biatches i'm back!
fucking train gave me a headache
i'm going back to the city today so i can spend dumbo's birthday with him. i'm kind of looking foward to it, except that i have to go to his house, which one)i don't know where it is and two) means i have to meet his family, which is bad because they're religious as, they're mormans, they hate gays, and on top of that, i'm jewish....ouch! lol, oh well, i'll take em, bring it on biatches!!!
rofl, no but seriously, the other night i had AN APIPHANY! (HOW THE FUCK DO YOU SPELL THAT WORD!) OK, INSTEAD I'LL USE, REVELATION! woho i'm cool. anyway, bout my revelation, it was that dumbo and i will never be together, some people are just not meant to i guess, i'm finding it hard to picture us as a couple, even though that's what i want more than anything else in the world atm, that's just the way the cookie crumbles aint it bitches!? i had another revelation the other night, twas a big night for me.....
I JUST HAD A BRAIN EXPLOSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think i need less friends and more good friends, get the diff? meow.
i'm stuck babysitting my little sister again while my mum and dad are away, soooo bored, i'm the worst freaking babysitter on the planet, i just shut her up with food!
i'm so hungry!!!!!!! had fairy floss, was good but i'm stil hungry!!!
i cleaned myself like super well today.
i'm kind of pissed off but not sure why.
i think i want to tear some pieces of paper.
i used to be really good at making ppl feel better, now i couldn't be fucked, what happened??
p.s jeff, oldfoxbob, panic motion and bryce and ms confused about her sexuality 2006-7-8-9 (lisa maree hoe) don't make funny focker comments about the fact i said "couldn't be fucked"...i'll just make the joke myself.........ok i'm done. tehe that was funny!
meow ding dong
meow random title!
wow haven't been on here in ages, two days! i need my fix bitch! ok, news number one: i get to spend the entir 10th of july with dumbo, what's really awesome about it, other than the fact that it's just hte two of us, is that it's his birthday, and his fucking wankerish family aren't doing anything for him, and his ugly losey soon to be x boyfriend (coz i'm going to kill him) is only taking him out for dinner (he's working, he's an accountant). yay, this means i get the big eared freak all to myself for the whole day, i'm going to take him out for a picnic, go watch a movie and maybe if he's lucky i'll give him his b'day present, i painted him an awesome painting (if i may say so myself, and i am so fuck off!). put my heart and soul into that painting, he better like it or he's going into my mother's kiln, MWAHAHAhaha~! you get the point.
my place feels like there was just a funeral here, everybody more or less silently hates one another, and i think it's more or less all my fault, for comming out to my parents. ah, whatever huh...
i'm deliciously wired, i'm falling in a cloud
take care fockers
OLDFOXBOB U = AMAZING!!!!!!
eat u'r peas ppl, love the ding dong
heya! this isn't a poem, but like, i never come to this part of oasis, and i just did and read some of the stuff here, u guys are really good!!!! keep it up!
i like monkeys
my headache has its own pulse and it's different from mine.... :'(
hehe so i painted dumbo a painting, and in the backgroung, i painted a layer of paint right, then i wrote all this text from song lyrics of his favourite band (which is my 2nd favourite band [goldfrapp) and then i covered it up with another thinner layer of paint so you can see there's text behind the surface layer but it's pretty hard to read (i also have shit handwriting). lol, but i like it, it both looks cool and it tells him how i feel about him all while simultaneously being consealed and even if he does read it, i can just say it's song lyrics, coz it it, woho no guilt! i rock!
hm, so my dad hasn't talked to me like at all for five days since i told him i was gay and well, today he left for a business trip without saying goodbye, am i sposed to be taking a hint here yet? lol, what the fuck ever he7y!? i'm so sick of apologising for who i am, i'm not doing it, if he has a fucking problem wiht it, it's his problem, not mine, i love him but he can be a real butthead!
oh and by the way people, nothing wrong with referring to cocks as ding dongs, i think it's cute! tehe!