When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill;
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And you want to press a smile, but you want to sigh;
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is strange with its twists and turns,
as everyone of us sometimes learns.
and many a failure turns about,
1. aunt and exbf died.
2. crush mad @ me.
3. bf mad @ me.
4. bf's stepdad mad @ me.
5. everyone hates me.
6. friend told me to kill myself.
8. older sister graduating, which means all
attention is on her. like always.
9. nobody, not even "friends" cared that I am
not going to ever see them again.
I have been asked about this time and time
again. Am I straight or am I bi?
I am straight.
I used to be bi. People say you can't really
change being that way. But I say you can. I
didn't really know what I was doing at the time
I was bi.
I am actually ashamed of it. I don't like
talking about it, but I'm more comfortable doing
so on this site.
That is how I am able to give advice on it.
I wish I was really suffocating anyways.
How come life's moving forward. Without. me.
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE REPLY TO THIS ENTRY?! NOT
MANY PPL DO, IF AT ALL, AND I FOUND THE MORE
I TRY TO BE NICE TO PPL, THE LESS COMMENTS I'M
GETTING ON MY JOURNAL ENTRIES. HELP!!!
It seems everyone's suicidal today.
I would like to help all of you, and
will if you Private message me, to my
I just want you all to know that there
are at least 2 ppl in the world that
completely admire and would die for you.
And that you shouldn't die for life.
My dad wrote this song:
Here it goes, another day to face your
future. Another wall that you must climb.
And when you reach the top of your mountain, you
know the top is all you'll find. Is it really
worth it all?
I know you don't have the tune, but if
you just see the words, maybe you can make out
what it means and tell me. Maybe it's meant to
help you because that's what words are there for.
Often in life we have no time for our friends but all the time in the world for our enemies.
Progress involves risk; you can't steal second base if you keep a foot on first.
You can't control your feelings, only what you do about them.
"Maybe this world is another planet's Hell." - Aldus Huxley (1894-1963)
If your asking if I love you the answer is 4ever
If your asking if I'll leave you the answer is never
I stepped out in front of a bus the other day.
Yup. On purpose. I never knew I could ever get
so depressed. Now I know.
>> > IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
A few weeks ago a woman was killed in an auto
accident. She was very well liked, so the office shut
down for her funeral and it was on the news and so on.
On the day the workers came back to work, they found
this poem in their e-mail that the deceased woman had
sent on Friday before she left for home.
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
I had recently come out of my depression due
to focusing on other people.
However-nobody is sending me any more things
that they need advice on. So apparently, the
ppl that I did give advice to, it didn't help.
I don't know.
I'm so depressed right now though. Such a bad day
and as soon as everything went up, it's starting
to go down again.
Why can't everything stay up for more than a
tell me if I can or am helping. Let friends know
and such, please. I love giving advice. Instead
of only posting a journal-private message me!!
So anybody up to private messaging me? seriously.
If you need anything. Just let me know.
I also need advice: How do you scare little
children during a horror story?
Would it be scary for ten year olds if someone
were to step out of nowhere wearing all black?
I wish that all of you knew what it's like to watch
somebody commit suicide. I do, and I admit I wanted
to do it. In fact, I just came out of that sort
of depression and know for a fact that, if I cannot
help anyone, I cannot be happy and will go spiraling
into it again.
So help me by letting me help you. All you have to
1> if you feel upset or confused or anything at
all or just want/need to talk to someone-private message
I love helping ppl. I just wanted to let you all know that
you should send me a private message in my inbox if you
ever need anything. honestly.
except for the guy who told me to slit my throat.