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It is all good in the hood

Just a quick journal before I run off to work!! To update from my previous journal entry, I did indeed come-out to that friend I intended to. It went great. I said I'm gay, she hugged me and was so happy I told her and was basically anything I could have wanted a friend to be about it. It was kind of crazy because she was one person I was genuinly really concenred about how she would take it. I spent so much time in the past being down because I was so worried about telling her. She honestly had no idea before I told her, and she is totally cool about it now she knows.

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operation closet escape

I'm meeting one of my good friends tomorrow night. I have decided to come-out to her. I'm not sure this really warrents a journal entry, but meh my tv is broken so I will continue. I have decided to tell her because it has become too difficult to hide it. The more I have come-out to other people and generally started to live my life a little more as myself, it is getting harder to slip back into pretending I am straight with my friends that don't know. I hope she will be ok with it, but if she isn't as we all know fuck it she wasn't a friend anyways.

Ok laterz Oasis.Wish me luck now...

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my cats breath smells like catfood

I kind of want to write a journal entry because it has been a while since I have written one. But I have lots of stuff going on right now so i'm not really sure what I would actually like to write about. Maybe a braod overview will do for the moment.

Basically last week I hit absolute stress breaking point with my college work. I sought some career counselling advice and advice from various parties. So I am hoping I can salvage something from the project that is destroying my life(I may be a tad dramatic) but thats how it has been feeling.

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stressed much

College stresses me to the point that I cannot really breath. This has not been a good academic year. Help me!!!!!!!!!!!

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i heart that girl

There is a girl in my lgbt society that I have a huge crush on. I am not sure how she feels about me. It is all very confusing. I always feel really awkward and have trouble speaking to her. It's like everytime I have seen her and been like a complete tard, I give up hope that anything might happen. But then some random small thing happens that changes my opinion and gives me hope again.

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I wrote the poem below the other night. I think I freaked myself out it was so dark.but i thought i'd post it anyways

i am an open wound,
i am a severed wrist,
i am what you never saw coming,
i am your greatest test.
i don't know what you are,
i don't know who you will be,
i never sought to destroy you,
that was you not me.

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socially retarded

Somebody please smack me and tell me to cop onto life. thanks.

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slowly it slips away

This week seems to be slipping away from me, and I am letting it. I have so much college work to get through before I go back. But I don't really want to do it. I know I should have it done, but it feels like part of me has given up on the whole college thing. I don't want to have given up, it just seems that I have also come to the realisation that I may have choosen the wrong course.

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just a little patience

One of my friends is annoying me so much! He is a good friend and I love him to bits, but he is seriously crowding me. I think I am just really noticing it this week. He has called me up and text me so much in the last few days that it is driving me a little crazy. I probably wouldn't care so much had his last message not being about the fact that he just told his mother that I am gay.

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more than words

Bonjour Oasians!! I mentioned in my last journal entry that I had a little crush on a girl. Well the term little was an understatement. It is a huge crush that is consuming me and making me too awkward to communicate with her. I have however managed to make a tiny bit of contact with her in the past week, after much convincing from my good friend, we will call him Sam.

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facef**k anyone?

I am very glad that I wrote my last journal entry, to find out if I was too old to be hanging out here. Thanks guys for your responses. I feel welcome and reassured that it is ok to still be on here.

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too old for Oasis now?

I've been thinking since reading Ruby's journal a few days ago about being too old for Oasis, that perhaps I have gotten too old to be on here. I guess the site does say for queer and questioning youth. I'm not really questioning any more or a youth, since I am 23. I am still queer however.

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A list of good stuff

I seem to post a lot of negative stuff on here about my life, especially the last few days I was feeling fairly shitty.

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My Christmas day did suck a lot. I didn't really want to post a miserable Christmas journal, but I have been venting to my friend all day and I still don't feel better. He now had to leave so I guess I will continue the vent here.

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Just to say

I've said it before and I'll say it again.... Happy Christmas you gays =]

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