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things will get better

i am sooo happy. I finally have a gf that lasted more than a few hours. I miss her, is it bad that i miss her and it's only been a day that i haven't seen her? ok, ok, just an update, haha. There are two boys in love with me though, one my ex bf, and one who i just met, who is my girlfriend's ex, ok, idk. I just wish me and her could spend a little more time together, if only i hadn't been stuck in the house all weekend, agh.

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She said yes.......and I almost broke down crying

I knew she had a boyfriend. Who didn't know. She said she loved me, she said she wanted me, wanted to be with me. I knew it felt too good to be true. I met a girl, and I fell for her. I feel hard, and fast. I have never, and I mean never, fell so hard for anyone, for a girl. She broke up with him for me, he ran out in traffic, she takes him back, and he proposes, she says yes. I talk to her on the phone, her friends are coming over, I don't have time to ask her, what's gonna happen to us now, what did happen to us? sure, there never was an official us, i don't think, but there was, ya know. I know, she was his first, but i love her. The part that bugs me the most, is the age. They are, ready for this, they are FIFTEEN!!!1 I thought that I was competing before, but god, now i feel like there is going to be nothing now. It hurts soooo bad. My heart being riped out.

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She said yes.........and i almost broke down crying

I knew she had a boyfriend. Who didn't know. She said she loved me, she said she wanted me, wanted to be with me. I knew it felt too good to be true. I met a girl, and I fell for her. I feel hard, and fast. I have never, and I mean never, fell so hard for anyone, for a girl. She broke up with him for me, he ran out in traffic, she takes him back, and he proposes, she says yes. I talk to her on the phone, her friends are coming over, I don't have time to ask her, what's gonna happen to us now, what did happen to us? sure, there never was an official us, i don't think, but there was, ya know. I know, she was his first, but i love her. The part that bugs me the most, is the age. They are, ready for this, they are FIFTEEN!!!1 I thought that I was competing before, but god, now i feel like there is going to be nothing now. It hurts soooo bad. My heart being riped out.

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People are Retards

ok, so we mutually decided to not be girlfriends right now. We are, but we aren't. She still has a boyfriend, but she wants to be with me. We decided one night to go out, and the next day, my whole entire school knows about it. We talked before the dance, and were like, i'm scared about what might happen tonight.People are retards. We should just lie low for a bit, tell people we're just friends, but we will have the benefits of being girlfriends.

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moving too slow

okay, so i was gonna wait until like saturday to update, but i can't, i am jsut sooooo excited. I have a girlfriend. The girl from another school who i kissed two weeks ago, asked me out tonigt on the phone, she is sleeping over tomorrow after the dance, and i soo cannot wait. I am sooo excited to have a girlfriend right now, omg, and she is adorable, i have the biggest thing for her. HELLS YEAH. I wish tomorrow would come already. god. Time is moving too slow, and i can't stand it, i swear, i looked at the clock like a half hour ago, but it has only been like 5 minutes, i can't stand it. Why is it that when you want time to go fast, it goes even slower?? i hate it

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update

ok, so who is unfortunately also from Upper Michigan? I wanna talk to you, please........
there is nothing to do up here, except for drugs and eachother, haha.

that aside. I convinced my mom to let my friend sleep over, the one i met two weeks ago and kissed at the dance, yes, can't wait, now i just have to get a hold of her, and get her to say yes, haha. My ex bf wants to talk to me, about what, i have no idea. He hear dabout this girl I have acrush on, that I kissed at the dance, I dind't tell him about her, only about the other girl. haha ,whore, i know, lol. But yeah, just an ukpdate about nothing, i'll definitely have to update after friday, can't wait

Is anyone here from Upper Michigan?

Hell yeah, and it is pretty boring up here, YOOPERS all the way biatch-contact me if you are ;o)
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No, i am a troll, but i am still from michigan, if that counts
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Unfortunately
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Other-comment, haha
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physical shoulder?

why do i feel like crying all of a sudden? she didn't call me back, idk, why does it bug me so much? I don't know anymore. I wanna talk about it, but i can't, she didn't break up with him, she didn't have the heart to, she had to make up with him. Why am i so jealous? i swear, everyday that goes by that i don't see her, just gets harder and harder. I really, really, really, wish we can hang out soon.

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i am done with guyz

omg, wow, today was filled with ups and downs. i found out my ex (who i broke up with saturday) is already dating his phsyco ex girlfriend, and slept with her after the dance, not sure if that's before or after i broke up with him. After i got home today, i called the girl from the next town who i kissed on friday, and she was talking about dumping her boyfriend, and finding a girlfriend, suggesting subtly that she wanted me to be her girlfriend.

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break up, make out, not in that order

i broke up with my boyfriend. I made out with two girls at a dance, both freshmen, one told me she wants me. All happened in the same night. I am not looking forward to school tomorrow, because i am not sure how many people from my school saw it. My ex thinks i broke up with him to date a girl, i didn't though.I am scared though, idk how many people saw it, but i know if one person did, the whole school of 951 kids knows about it by now, or will by friday.

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girlfriend or boyfriend????

so one of my freshmen friends is struggling with her sexuality, kind of. she isn't sure if she is bi or not, and i wanna help her out. She wants to find out, and i wanna help her, i wanna be there for her to experiment with or whatever, but my boyfriend is like really jealous of that type of stuff. he had problems with his last girlfriend, and was getting jealous when this friend i am talking about came over when he was over and we were goofing around, and he got mad, i felt bad, but i want her, but i don't know about him anymore, it has been only 3 weeks, and i like him and all, but i want her, and i want to help her.

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no1isstr8

i have come to the conclusion that no one is straight. i keep finding out that a lot of my friends are bi, which is kinda cool, except for the fact that i just got a boyfriend, and he doesn't want me to make out with a girl or anything. i really want to do stuff with a girl, real bad, but i want to respect him. i am kinda confused only because i was so set on girls, and all of a sudden, i have a b

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fuck friends

friends suck. there is no such thing as friends. someone i thought was a friend told her brother i was , in her words, a "dyke". god, i hate that fuckin word. especially when it's directed at me. her brother told another one of my friends who knows i am bi, and she argued with hime about it. god, i am so fuckin sick of friends.

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dang

i know, i know, people have bigger problems than me, but i am still going to complain about my problems nad continue to be depressed about them. i am figuring out that a lot of people in my school are actually bi, but i figure id on't have a chance with anyone. i am just depressed about everything. and i was wondering, when is national coimng out day, did i miss it, idk anything anymore.

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IDK

I don't know anymore.

i just don't know.

i don't think i have a crush on her anymore, i don't know, but i have a crush on this girl who i just met, who i am looking for on myspace, her eyes are so beautiful, god, i like her, she is a couple years younger than me, but what ever. and then there is this other chick, who i am trying to find, who i know is on there, she is a frshmen also, but i wanna get to know her, she is pretty sweet.

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