any one have a nexopia account thing????
and is anyone from the U.P. of michigan???
it's been a few days. OMG, i want her soooo bad.
u don't know what it's like
to sit there and stare
i want u so bad,
but u want a guy
i think about u everyday,
i dream about u everynight,
i have a duckin crush on you,
school's out and summer's here,
but i want to see you even more,
what you wrote
in my yearbook today,
just made me want u even more.
I am falling for you,
I woke up next to you,
that one morning,
after that one night,
that nothing happened.
I wish i could have done it,
woken up next to u,
and hear you say,
hey sleepy head,
did you sleep good?
I wish i could reply,
just something small,
i dreamt of you,
and i slept good.
I woke up next to you,
I wanted to smile,
I wanted to give you a hug.
idk, i just feel like writing something. It really may not be interesting at all, idk, i haven't even decided what this is about yet. I just need somewhere to write down everything. I don't know what i have to say, but i am kind of upset, about what, i have no idea. I just can't shake it, maybe i will go relax in a nice hot tub, or something, don't ask me, i have no idea, i am just kind of depressed, not as bad as i have been the past 2 weeks, just kind of.
A Friend E-mailed this to me. Read it, it is disturbing, but you should read it.
Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends
"Jessy you love me dont you" a smile; his
Their breathe spirts weep
"Daddy you know i do; what is it?"
He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps
nothing at all,
it's not what i wanted,
not at all,
only have so long,
before you are gone,
before i never see you again,
i have a year,
but i want more,
i have a crush on you,
but it is so hard to tell,
hard to tell how u feel about me,
we are just friends,
but there is one thing i want,
the one thing my heart longs for,
just one kiss
I hate it how i get my hopes up all the time. i slept over at my crushes house fri. night, and i was really hoping to at least talk to her about being bi, but i didn't. I was hoping to get my first girl kiss, but no, nothing at all. I want to talk to her, and i want to kiss her, soooooo bad, but nothing ever happens, i think i should be the one to make the first move sometimes, but i can't do it, i think about things waaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy too much.
i am soooooooooo happy right now. I just called my crush, and we are hangin out friday after school, then going to the dance, then i am sleeping over at her house!!!!!!!!!!! soooo excited
i need some advice. I want to hang out with this girl i like on friday after school because we only have half a day, and i was really thinking about calling her and talking to her and asking her if she wants to hang out friday. The only thing is that i don't know if i should. Should I ask her to hang out, and if she says yes, i don't know what to do. I don't want to be pushy, but if i am going to
does anyone know any songs by the following artists that can help me cry????
pink,PCD,Jason Mraz,Relient K,Ashley Simpson,Green Day,Saving Jane,Black Eyed Peas,Carrie Underwood,Simple Plan,Fall Out Boy,Natasha Beddingfield,Kelly Clarkson,Remember the Titans sound track,Tarzan sound track,The Calling,Gwen Stefani??? I know some are strange bands for having sad songs, but those are mostly the cd's
I love beach volleyball, watching it that is. It is almost that time :) I love watching it because, one i love volleyball, and two hott guys in swim suits, and hottt, toned girls in bikinnis, you can always hope that there will be a wardrobe malfunction, with the top that is.
I watched you from accross the gym
as we ate lunch today
you didn't realize
as I stared at you
and listened to you laugh
I desperately wanted
to get off my butt
and talk to you, so bad
but all I could do was sit there and stare
and I watched as you walked out that door,
with another cute girl,
then i was you walking down the hall,
with that same cute girl
I wanted to stand up and yell your name,
it's official, no one likes me. :(
They say sticks and stones will break my bones,
but words will never hurt me
who decided that words don't hurt,
who came up with that phrase,
it's what we tell the little kids,
when things aren't going their way,
but in all reality,
we are hypocrites,
because we know it's not really true,
who cares how you look,
who cares how you love,
the truth is everyone,
who should care about these things,