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kiss

i really have this crush on this girl, who i know is bi, and she knows that i am bi, that is not the problem though. I really have a crush on her, and she told me she would call me, i thought this weekend, but so far, not so good. I want to know if she likes me, or if she has a crush on me, but i don't know how to go about finding out, without pushing her away as a friend. She is one of my good friends, and i want to stay friends with her, but i want her to know that i like her, and i kind of want her to be my first girl kiss.

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empty

i feel the tears pouring out of my eyes,
but i can't feel them on my face,
i want to cry so bad,
but the tears are stuck in my eyes,
i am on the verge of crying,
but my eyes just won't
my heart,
my soul,
both crying so hard,
i can't believe that you can't hear,
you can't hear my heart,
you can't hear my soul,
but i know,
that they are crying so hard, and you don't even know
i want the tears,

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empty of tears

i feel so empty, and there is nothing i can do. I know i write almost the same thing everytime, but i have to do it. I was kind of feeling better last week, by the end, but now it is back, and even worse. I feel empty inside, like no one loves me. i have so many friends, all sooooo suportive, a great, supportive family, and a lot of people who love me. I don't know, i just feel so empty inside. I could really use a little help, or something, and am really hoping that there is someone out there, who can be a shoulder for me to cry on.

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crush

thought it was over
thought it was done
but then i found out,
it has just begun

i have these urges
these urges to love
and all that i know:
u r the one i can't stop thinking of

u looked so great
in that red dress
and you were so hott
i have to confess

maybe it's just lust
who knows for sure,
but all i can say,
is that it's pure torture.

i wish you could read this,
and then you would know

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frizzle

seeing her in that dress today, really made me want her, the only thing is that i hear she is after a boy, she knows i am bi, and i want to talk to her, but she was so hott. she was frizzlin'. look it up, it is a word, frizzle. I have never kissed a girl, and i want her to be my first, i just need to figure out how to make it happen.

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anyone love pink???????

dude, i know the words to all of her songs
0% (0 votes)
i love her, good music, and she's hott
27% (7 votes)
she is totally awesome
15% (4 votes)
who??????
12% (3 votes)
isn't she that one girl who was a big hit in the 90's??? i don't like her
8% (2 votes)
she's ok
27% (7 votes)
i like some of her songs, but don't really like her
12% (3 votes)
Total votes: 26
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therapy??????????

okay, so after my friends came and went my mom asked me what we talked about. i told her we just talked, about stuff,(she knows i might be bi, but thinks it is just a phase) and that we kind of talked about being bi, and then my mom asked me if i felt better. I really wish i could have said yes. Then she asked me if i wanted to talk to a therapist or something. Sure this is bugging me, but i am pretty sure a therapist can't help.

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prom!!!

i hate prom day. a lot of my friends are going ,and i can't, we are only sophmores, god it sucks. So, i went down to the lake to take pictures of my cousin, and i ran into one of my friends (bi) and she was drop dead gorgeous. i can't wait to talk to her alone, but she was so amazingly hott in her red, sparkly prom dress. her hair all done up, her dress on, her crossage thing on her wrist, it was

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prom!!!

i hate prom day. a lot of my friends are going ,and i can't, we are only sophmores, god it sucks. So, i went down to the lake to take pictures of my cousin, and i ran into one of my friends (bi) and she was drop dead gorgeous. i can't wait to talk to her alone, but she was so amazingly hott in her red, sparkly prom dress. her hair all done up, her dress on, her crossage thing on her wrist, it was

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something's gotta happen!!!!!!

wow, i was really hoping something would happen yesterday. My friend (who's bi) came over yesterday, and we talkd, kind of. i wanted to talk to her about being bi, and it didn't really help. She didn't say much to help me out with what i am going through, because she isn't entirely bi, but kind of, and it is really confusing, but idk, but i was really hoping i was going to get my first girl kiss,

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you'll be in my heart

Why can’t they understand the way we feel
They just don’t trust what they can’t explain
I know we’re different but deep inside us
We’re not that different at all
lyrics from you'll be in myheart, by phil collins

I was listening to the tarzan sound track yesterday (don't ask) and i heard these words. I was depressed about things, and thinking possibly being bi, and i heard these words and i thought about everything that i read and wrote yesterday.

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fear-random

i know this has nothing to do with anything but........

the only thing to fear,
is clogging the one and only toilet in a public restroom with a long line behind you

does anyone know where the U.P. of michigan is???????

no, never heard of it in my life
78% (14 votes)
that thing above michigan's mitten isn't part of canada?????
0% (0 votes)
yes, i live there idiot
6% (1 vote)
heard of it, never been there, not sure i want to go
11% (2 votes)
been there, done that, got the Da Yoopers t-shirt
0% (0 votes)
of course, they have some cute girls/guys there (lol)
6% (1 vote)
Total votes: 18
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easier, not better

today one of my teachers said "the easiest way, my not be the best way."- definition, defined by me, the easiest way is to be straight, but it is not necesssarily the best way. Maybe being bi/les/gay is the best way, this is because it is the more complicated way to live your life, but it must be better, because it is harder.

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What If...............???

What if I told you that I was bi?
could you look me in the eye,
and tell me everything will be alright?

What if I told you it wasn't just a phase?
would you take back your stop sign phrase
and accept that everything is okay?

What if I told you that I kissed a chick?
would it make you sick
if I told you that I liked it?

What if this was bothering me so much
my depression kicked in?

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