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Its a boy!!!

This week end we visited with the babys mother and she gave us pics of the ultra sound..Its a BOY!!!!!! We plan on naming him "Derik Ian" ( the ian is long I sound as in "eye an" not "ee an") my partner is scared to death...I have had kids before and know how to do things but he has never changed a diaper or even held a baby...He will make a good daddy though...I am so thrilled I can hardly stand it...10 weeks from now is the due date...

I need a middle name for a baby I may be adopting soon...See my journal please...oldfoxbob

Shilo
9% (2 votes)
Pam
0% (0 votes)
Beth
9% (2 votes)
Hazel
57% (13 votes)
you fill in the blank here
26% (6 votes)
Total votes: 23
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I may be a daddy soon

The girl friend of my room mates brother has become preg...She is 16, not able to care for a baby and has asked my lover and I if we would be willing to adopt it...We dont know if it will be a boy or girl but we really dont care...We have tried to adopt for years but cant afford the 25 thousand dollars that the agencys cost...we can however afford the atty fees to do a private adoption. She said she will take care of the medical expencesif we handle the legal ones...so we MAY be come daddys sometime in late November or December as she is not sure of the due date...(kids)

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All Packed

and ready to move...Damn I have a lot of junk to move...We got the truck today, 53 feet long...Loaded all the boxes from our three bedroom house into it and tomorrow our friends show to help load the furniture into it...then the treck 150 miles east to nowhere to live for the next year or so and then do it all over again...ugg

I hate moving....
See ya all next week some time...
oldfoxbob

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Getting over it slowly

Today was a much better day...few tears over her death...Still I miss her...Nothing special happend today...started packing to move to Proctor...But hey the good news is only 15 people live in the town and 4 of us will be gay...wow...maybe the most gay town in the state of Colorado...maybe the USA...who knows...Does anyone know of a town where the gay population exceeds 25% of the population?
oldfoxbob.

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Today is better

Today I am better excepting my pets death...I just dwell on the fact of holding her when she drew her last breath...It was hard for me
at that time and still is...She just went limp and breathed out...then she was so still...I cried so hard and still do when I think of that...I just wish we could have done more for her...We buried her in a garden where we will live starting in Sept...She will be with us allways... Tonight we will do a spirit cerimony for her so she can travel on and not be held back yet be able to protect us from the otherside as we believe...So tonight I expect to cry somemore...I miss her so much...but life must go on and she would like to have me continue on with another puppy some time...oldfoxbob

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oh God its a sad day for me today

Today I had to put Brownie down...She had been my constant conpanion for 9 1/2 years...
She was a Huskie/ German shepard mix dog...looked like a huskie brown and white.
She slept with me...conforted me..played with me and was there to cry on her sholder...
I shall miss her very much...Sometimes we treat our pets like children and she was my baby...I feel a great loss at this time and have tears in my eyes....I had taken her with me on my vacation to the ranch and she had several great days there romping and running free with out a leash or a fence to fence her in...Two days ago she was as if she was tired and not so energenic...Her brain tumor was catching up to her...Her meds didnt help this time...she stopped eating...We returned home with her last night late...she was listless and didnt seem to focus on anything...It was as if she was blind and deaf...Then She had a major seizure and just took forever to pull out of it...this morning she had another but did not recover at all...we took her to the vet this am She was having many small seizures so we had no choise but to put her to sleep to stop the suffering as she was...damn it is hard to do...I shall cry for several days over her loss to me..

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Bad news on the home front...

Today I get a letter from a mortgage company saying that the house I rent is being forclosed as the landlord has not paid the payment for over 6 months...I now have to be out of where I live by the first of Sept...Yuck I hate moving and I hate looking for a house...I have been here for 5 years now...Only missed rent payment on time once when I got disabled and waited for the disability check to come in...yet she can take the money I pay her and not pay the house payment...Dumb bitch...

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Still here Amazing isn't it!

Amazing because they told me they were going to disconnect the line yesterday...So I will be here as long as possiable...I did arrange to pay part of the bill so maybe they will not cut me off...God it's good to be still here and chat with all my friends and family which I do consider you all to be.
love to all
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may be my last time on here for awhile

I dont have the money to pay the internet bill until my disability pays up.
So if not I really enjoy talking to all of you. Hope to be back on soon.
oldfoxbob
remember you are loved.

As far as a lover is concerned I like them:

Older than me
9% (3 votes)
Younger than me
3% (1 vote)
About the same age as me
42% (14 votes)
Dont care about age its the person who matters
36% (12 votes)
dont really know yet
9% (3 votes)
Total votes: 33
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I am sooooommmmaaaaaddddddd at him.

Ok so I go to the Dr.'s office today at 12;45 pm and sit there for several hours only to get another appmt tomorrow at 3pm...I drive home, get out of the car and go inside only to find all the doors closed and the dog in the computer room with the door shut too... My lover is nowere to be seen...Bedroom door is closed..I open it and my jaw hits the floor....We have a open relationship Robb and I do that is to say he can have sex with other persons as long as its not at our home and not in our bed...Yet here he

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Fuck I am mad at him.....

Ok so I go to the Dr.'s office today at 12;45 pm and sit there for several hours only to get another appmt tomorrow at 3pm...I drive home, get out of the car and go inside only to find all the doors closed and the dog in the computer room with the door shut too... My lover is nowere to be seen...Bedroom door is closed..I open it and my jaw hits the floor....We have a open relationship Robb and I do that is to say he can have sex with other persons as long as its not at our home and not in our bed...Yet here he

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still here to help but sometimes need some myself

Ok so its the 19th of may today. I have not been in good health lately. I had heart surgery back on the 25th of April. I have been in and out of the hospital so often since then I know all the emergency room people by first name. Any way things seem to be settleing down now as no bouts of a-fib since last week. (thats very good news) I have had attacks of supra Ventricular Tachycardia. (not good news) off and on for the last two weeks. Dr said need more surgery. Ok now tell me how to pay the rent.

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