There needed to be a peanut butter flavored jelly bean?!?!?!? What sadistic joke is that?!?!?! Blah. I dont see their purpose, I mean its not like you could substitute them into a peanut butter and jelly sandwich! Lol. I am so blonde sometimes.....
4-20 day: a 7pm to 1am nap adds new meaning to the definition of power naping.
I'll miss the way she stuck out her tongue :P.
I'll miss the way her voice travelled through my body.
I'll miss the day I first met her.
I'll miss the hours we spent together.
I'll miss the way she said "clubbin".
I'll miss the feeling of security she gave me.
I'll miss how she was once mine.
Caffeine, Nicotine, and Caffeine.
Black shirt, White shirt, Black shirt.
Everyday is the same.
Like the sun rising and falling.
Hotwired like my Volvo;
I've forgotten how to feel.
I've forgotten how to peel,
The layers back.
And spill my guts onto strangers.
They say strangers have a story;
But do they?
The cigarettes they smoke,
Do they give them hope?
Or do they wallow, wallow, wallow
I have to do a presentation on Genetic Programming sometime next week, as well as write a character-in-setting on the frustratingly vague topic of "a passenger on a ferry", due the day I get back. I miss my old English teacher, Mr.C, possibly the coolest teacher on campus. Now I have an English hard-ass who drinks. Damn those high marks on the exam. The top set SUCKS
I also have to do stand-up for the school talent show, the single biggest event of the year. I enjoy working on that, as last time I did stand-up I killed , but it is incredibly hard to be funny with nothing but time, your expression and your lump of grey matter. Oh well.
I didnt mean to hurt you. I didnt mean to 'screw you over.' I cant deal with fighting every day though. I tried my best to make it work. I did what I knew how. I dont know much about these things I have to admit. My intentions wernt to hurt you. I never knew what love was. I just know I felt something towards you that was different. Like you said thats the difference between me and you. You knew what love was.
Well kids, once again, The Hat demonstrates Its power over my life. Yesterday's two incidents just go to show what I go through when I wear The Hat. Read on....
me and my girlfriend celebrated our one month today. it was pretty cool, she came over as usual. but she gave me a really pretty silver ring and a beautiful journal. i gave her a blue teddy bear and a nice card. its lame, but she liked it.
also went to the tori amos concert in santa barbara which was really awesome. saw quite a few gay couples.
It appears that my heart is no longer functioning the way it should. The little SOB thinks he can quit on me, but he has another thing comming, or perhaps it is I who has another thing comming...
at any rate, I hope some sense of rhythem returns to the old boy, or I might just be pushing up the diasys...good night all.
[Jesse suffers from SuperVentricular Pulminary Tachycardia]
Yeah, today I got my haircut and the lady barely spoke english. She was like, "Me nam' i' Xuan Thi. What nummer you?" and I was like, "Bitch, What!? Oh, I'm a number three." Ahe replied, "Nummer Terwee?""Yes, number three!" I replied. So she began....she didn't cut any hair! The only thing she cut was the air around me. Then she said, "Goo' enough?""Ummm..can you trim it a bit shorter?" I said. She got got pissed.
Anyone have those amusing moments when you have a 'gay connection' often times with me it's closer with my brothers in the community.
I went on that date last night...wow was that interesting........