(normally i don't write this way but i will today) god damn it i hate this stupid senior research project. it's total bullshit and isn't teaching me anything, except that life is full of pointless tasks and the ever running clock. my mom is mad at me for bitching about the work i have to do on this piece of shit so called research project. i also have music theory homework which is even more retarded but at least, oh wait no i can't fuck up on that either.
Ok...so I've been lucky in my life. I've only ever met hostility about my sexuality MAYBE twice in my life. One of those times was when the parents of my BEST friend...best friends for almost 4 years...told met that I was forbidden to spend time with her in her room alone because I fell under the category of "boy". That was a slap in the face. I couldn't understand how these people who had known me for years, let me sleep over their house, eaten countless dinners with me, watched me and their daughter grow up together....treat me like that.
let me yell and let me scream
let me carry on and cry
don't tell me what to do
don't tell me what i should think
don't patronize me
don't tell me i'm right, or wrong
it's none of your damn business
and if you fucking dare talk to me
i'm gonna give you a piece of my mind
and a punch in the face on the side
i don't give a damn what you think
i don't care that you care
i don't want to be placated
i don't want to be soothed
i want to stop being fucked
i want to start being right
and all your fucking comments don't help
your stupid *hugs* don't make me feel better
Okay. I pretty much fucked up the whole site and post thingies. I am SO sorry. (an amateur mistake I must admit) I felt really bad, and I am here to make it better.
Okay, my solution since I have no possible way of making these things smaller, I will just give you the link thingy and then you can read them on my photobucket account. I think this will be a better and happier solution for all.
that's how rarely i am stressed and/or pissed off.
WARNING! WARNING! WARNING: LONG, POINTLESS, ANGRY RANT AHEAD. DO NOT CONTINUE IF YOU HAVE HEART PROBLEMS AND/OR SUFFER FROM VARIOUS ATTENTION ISSUES SUCH AS ADD, ADHD, OR ANY OF THE COMBINATIONS OF THOSE LETTERS. :D