Hey guyz... (so awkward). i said some stuff about suicide and etc. i really had meant it. so sick of everything. but that was just me and my hormones raging again. i owe everyone an apology times, like, a billion.
What had happened in actuality was that after i wrote that stuff, i didnt get a chance to give an update cuz i didnt go to school the next day and then i went on spring break the following whole week (today is my first day back). i had WAY too much stuff on my mind. i had to decide between my two options sooner or later. turns out, i didnt have to.