I'm bisexual but only my closest friends know that. This summer, at my summer program, I was a lot more open with some of the girls in the dorm than I had ever been before and it felt really good to tell people who I was. Unfortunately, I think that because I knew I probably wasn't going to be seeing any of those people again, I was a lot more open about my sexuality. Now, I'm going to be a Freshman in high school and I really want to be open and come out about who I am, but I'm terrified.
Today on this gloomy, overcast, November afternoon I have decided to sit down at my keyboard and share with you the story of my, for lack of a better term, coming out. I would not say my story is completely unique, nor that it is a common one. It is unique in many different ways, but at its core is the same as all other stories of its nature, just like we as humans are different in who we are, but we live, breathe, and love as one species.
So I've been putting off telling my grandparents about be being gay. I think I've finally worked up the courage to go ahead and release this "big secret". I'm staying with them for Spring Break now, and I thought about just sitting down with them to watch "For the Bible Tells Me So" and then explaining to them about myself. Background on my grandparents...it's my grandmother, and great-grandmother. And both are pretty religious, but my great-grandmother is more so religious, and is also pretty strong minded.
I can finally share this very strange occurrence with you guys. About a week after Jon died, I was looking for something on my computer, and I found this mpeg file with a filename that I didn't recognize. When I played it, I found that it was part of a vlog that Jon had been making. I remember he had sent me this piece for feedback at the time, which was, I think, back in 2007. he never did finish it, and as far as I know, this is the only existing footage of him, though his family may have some that I am not aware of.
so i plan on coming out to my mom soon...i'm so fucking scared but i think she might already kinda know...and i plan on telling veronica that i like her too...besides...this is the last week of summer school and it's not like i'm gonna really see her again...if she doesn't feel the same way...but if she does then i'll be like, "what the hell?! why didn't you saay so!!!!" but what would i have done? she doesn't exactly live very close either....i tried to ask to hang out but it was failure...she had to hang w/ her grandma instead...bcz she lives in mexico...the grandmother...does
Just to let you know, this is a pretty big wall of text... I also hope that the fact that I'm new won't get in the way of you giving me advice.
i need some advice for coming out to my friends, and for coming out to my parents, please post -hugs you if you do- ^-^