there's so much pain.
Yeah. And my chest aches. And I miss him. I feel weird and numb. It's so weird, having to adjust to the fact that someone's just...not there. Y'know?
I have a paper due for class today, it's supposed to be a min. of 2 pages. But I don't feel like writing it. I have half a page done and gave up. I have 3 hours to finish writing it. And I have no idea if I'm going to finish it. I might I just was like eh Fuck it. I don't have to do it. I don't know even if I'm gunna go today. It's only the second day, and I dislike the teacher.