I was watching an old Woody Allen movie and in the end he talks about how relationships are absurd and we keep going after them even though it usually ends with heartbreak. But he thinks it's because we want the eggs. And I agree. Since I've never been in a relationship I assume it's mostly taking by both people. Also I happen to think that we just use each other in relationships to save ourselves from loneliness and misery. What I'm trying to get at is we shouldn't take them seriously unless it's actual love which only 10% of people experience based on a study I just made up.
I haven't been here in like 3 or so months and it was because I didn't have internet and my phone was crap. I traded that crap for a white iPhone and now I have internet.
My depression may not worsen, depending if the medication works, which I'll be prescribed in a week. Right now I'm on vacation for two months and have to go to A.P classes to cover the material we missed during the semester. My GPA for that semester was a 1.03 or something like that. I didn't learn anything.
OMFG?!?!?! I'm turning eighteen in less than a month (yays!), but that isn't the point. My parent's are divorced and have split custody of me, my older brother and my younger sister. Now, legally when I turn eighteen I don't have to follow their parenting plan. Meaning I don't have to go back and forth every Sunday and live with one parent for one week and then the other for the other week. Confusing for outsiders I'm sure. But it works for us.
My dad convinced me to stay in the closet with my mom and grandparents. Because yeah, they'd probably go out of their way to find some way to blame it on him...
But I have been hinting at it towards my mom. I'm sure she won't ask. It's too awkward. So she can't say anything as a definite. *snicker*
I got in another fight with my mom over the phone. She refuses to move back up here. But she keeps trying to move me down there. She claims she tried to find a place closer than FLORIDA but she hasn't. She really hasn't. If she really tried then she'd have found a place. She dosen't actualy talk to me, she gets her parents, my grandparents to answer for her... And I just...