Ever had a song that just describes how you feel even though you know it's just a stupid fucking song?
Mine right now is the one that got away.
Now please excuse me while I proceed and quote meaningless lyrics from a pop song.
In another life, I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away, the one that got away
You know. Every second of my life it seems like I can't develop more. Back in 4th grade - I thought that puberty was a bunch of bullshit - that all that happens is that you get bigger and grow hair.
Boy was I wrong! I turned out to be attracted to males. I wasn't consciously aware that I was a fag - but that came a year later.