Well, that girl and I broke up. We still get along. It's weird not touching or kissing, but we'll get used to it. Yesterday she hung out with her ex and I couldn't take it and she said that maybe it wouldn't work and I agreed. But she wants to keep it open, and I tried to break it more cleanly.
I believe we shall still be best friends.
She told me that she loved me last night. I think my heart hit the floor and bounced back up to lodge its self somewhere between my windpipe and my vocal chords because I had no words and no air. It's so weird, hearing those words, saying them back. Because it's been...Almost 4 months since I've said those words to her. There's that first time nervousness all over again.