this norning my 12 year old sister came up to me and told me she has feelings for both a boy and a girl and asked me too explain it too her (she knows im a lesbian) and i don't know what too tell her shes already had sex edd but dosen't know anything about the birds and the other birds
So my dad and I the other day were discussing something or other, and the girl who had a crush on me got brought up. I mentioned I hoped she was over me now, and my dad says "Well you never fully get over someone once you've liked them."
Nrgh. I just .. Spontaneously started like, BAWLING. I hardly cry.. I mean the only real time I've cried in the past two years... I can't remember. Today, a song came on the radio and I just broke down... I think I'm going to break soon. There's only so much friends can do to help... What I hate the most about this is why.
I've known for years now that I'm bisexual - perhaps sometimes I've got a little confused, but I've always known I wasn't straight.
My parents have no idea, but I've spoken to my Mother about it in just a general conversation and she's said she doesn't 'believe' in bisexuals; that they're just curious and confused. I disagree, as I think I like both sexes equally but I just wondered what other people think really. Do you think it's possible to like both sexes equally? :/
As I sit here, sipping on my Sleepy Time Tea (don't hate.. it's yummy and I don't need sugar for it. =] ), my mind is a rush of things that have happened to me in a few short hours...
I feel so skint.
It's like, I feel like I'm standing at the precipice of a great mountain screaming to the top of my lungs...and all around me are people who are in my life, not even paying attention or listening to my screams.
I dont know why but i feel like my heart has gotten ripped out and put back in with a little peice missing... Idk lately i feel like my own freinds are startin to shun me or something... Like i try to talk to them and make nice and everything tell them whats goin on and they just dont listen.. It hurts ..it realy does bad... Ive even started cuttin again it feels like its the only way..
Emptiness will consume you
Ripping your inerds out
You try hard to prevent it
The numbness makes you shout
Will only strengthen me
I am the shadow that
Talks to you in your dreams
Dont watch the news
Dont read, dont write
Just sit down in the cold all night
Let the world buzz around you
Let it live and breath your air
Let the humans in their own worlds