I don't want to say it. I can't believe how our friendship has flourished in the short time period. I feel like I can tell you anything. It just hurts me that you live so far away, and I know it isn't your fault. But I hate that we can't see each other. And talking on the phone is not only expensive, it's going to get you in trouble and I'm sorry. Though I think that I'm the one that is coming out of this more attached.