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Christmas Break!

Hey everyone. It's 12/13/12. I am now 15 as of November 30th. I'm going to start there :)

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Thanksgiving Week

I had a great Thanksgiving week. It was awesome. I ate at my Grandma's house. Had turkey, ham, mashed potatoes, corn, rolls, and brownies. It wasn't the same without my cousin Frances but I'm getting better. I'm starting to accept that she's went to heaven. I'm okay now.
We ate then played Name Game. You write the name of a character on a strip of paper and put it in a cup. Someone will read all the names and you have to guess who wrote what name. The winner is the person who is last to get guessed or if no one remembers their name. It's so fun. We play it every family get together.

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blame it on my ADD, baby

We had a good talk. I hope I can learn to understand. I asked her for sure and she loves me. Things are unpredictable. She might not love me tomorrow but for now she loves me with everything she has, and that's more than I thought she would say. She never tells me really how much. Sometimes people are robots and they say I love you without meaning it. I'm so shitty that I can't comprehend how someone can love me. But she does. That's good enough for me I guess. I can't be selfish or sad anymore about it. I love her more than anything. She's the most important person to me.

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don't leave me tongue-tied

I found out last night from tumblr that my girlfriend is having doubts in our relationship from an anonymous question she asked a blog. I never go on there. I have only been on there the last couple days. She thinks I never use it. I usually don't. But I saw it.

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2 hours apart

My innocence is breaking. That feeling of young love and bursting feeling is disintegrating into memories where people find it later in their lives wondering what had happened.

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Wow, time has passed!

It's been over a year since my last post! Things change a lot. It is really unbelievable. I need a place to express feelings inside of me where no one can see them. I miss this place. I used to write all the time cause I felt crazy and it helped.

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Her Confusion

So I woke up to a text this morning from my girlfriend of 4 months. She was telling me for the first time that she has always felt like she should have been a boy. That she would be more comfortable as one and everything.

Girlfriend: Theater Review

By Jeff Walsh

When I first saw the program for Girlfriend, a new musical based on Matthew Sweet's 1991 album of the same name, I was surprised to only see two names on the cast list. I knew the show was about two teenaged boys who fall in love, but where would the drama come from? It just seemed a tall order to have no outside pressures or voices.

Watching the beginning of the show, though, made me think of a lot of the journals I see here on Oasis on a regular basis, and then I immediately remembered that gay teens don't need external forces to create drama. You can do enough damage on your own.

Girlfriend obviously takes place in the recent past, as the popular student Mike gives the nerdier gay boy Will a mix tape of songs he likes. Like, a literal cassette tape (You can see what one looks like here). Will, of course tries to figure out why this boy, who has all but ignored him for years, is now giving him cassettes and wanting to talk on the phone right before graduation. The mix tape becomes the soundtrack of their relationship, the songs they sing alone and together, and the way they can let their feelings come to the surface in ways they don't when they're just awkwardly talking.

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SNOW IN OCTOBER! and other stuffs.

So today it snowed...

In October...

In New York...

What the fuck?

>Whatever. Well let me start off with the fact that someone tried to start a rumour about me. I have no idea what that's trying to accomplish?... Maybe they knew I'd have a super bad headache yesterday and today and wanted to get me even more pissed off?
>I got a new phone, being that my old one's screen broke... well it's my :)
>I got the chocolate banana pop tart things, they're pretty good heated up :D

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I think I might love you...

If you're out there, this journal does not do justice.

I realized I liked you when I kissed you.

I realized I cared for you when I burned you with a glue gun.

I realized I adored you when I saw you skate.

And now that we've been apart so long, I realize I might love you.

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man, i just worked for 9:30 am to 9 pm...thats a lot for a partime job...IM tired!!!!!

get this my mom wants me to try to get on that mtv show MADE. hahaha i kinda think it would be interesting...but wat would i be MADE into?...hmmm

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First Breakup

Well, that girl and I broke up. We still get along. It's weird not touching or kissing, but we'll get used to it. Yesterday she hung out with her ex and I couldn't take it and she said that maybe it wouldn't work and I agreed. But she wants to keep it open, and I tried to break it more cleanly.

I believe we shall still be best friends.

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i have a problem. i'm still sorta friends with my ex, after two (or maybe three) years of going out with her, then breaking up, then going out and so on. anyway, now i'm going out with a different girl, who i'm really in love with, but i'm not sure how, or if, to talk to my ex about it.

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My Sunshine

i am in love, and my heart is singing
my soul is lighter
and my mind is ringing
i'm in love

i didn't know what to say
couldn't find the words
but she's in love with me
she said so

i am in love, and my heart is singing
my soul is lighter
and my mind is ringing
i'm in love

i never dared hope
i went easy on her
didn't force my feelings on her
and gods oh gods she loves me

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So I got myself a new gf, and we've been dating for about a week, and everyday I've been on the hour-ish bus ride to go see her. It makes me happy. Her best friend amuses me greatly. Made me miss all of my friends I drifted away from. But oh well. She's at work and my sister was due yesterday, but the baby hasn't popped out yet. I have a job interview tomarrow.

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Oh....the pain....

of acid indigestion. I was lucky enough to be standing earlier. Took some antiacids and now i feel a little better.

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Hey peoples.

I slept like, all day today. And I'm still sleepy. All I've been doing is eating and sleeping latley. And drawing.

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Are you gay?

I'm just going to merge my previous Journal entry from today with this one since I wrote it recently anyways. If I don't do this I'll feel like I'm spamming... XD

----Old entry-----

So, I went to Soras (Sora = girlfriend) place today. It was... Weird...

So, we're talking, somehow we got on the subject of "gay" and Soras older sister, (we'll call her Axel..) is like "Are you gay?" Totally serious out of nowhere, towards Sora. And this is the second time she's asked her this since I came out. And Sora was like "No." and then Axel says "Oh, because you're always going to Riku's place."

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Maybe....I have a chance?

I have wild curly hair that rests on my shoulders, and I have side parted bangs hanging over my face. Today, I straighted my hair. It was the best decision I made today. Why such a crucial impact? Well, because...

Allyson said I looked cute with straight hair.

I couldn't stop smiling. She was telling me things- chatting- but I was too busy smiling sheepishly. And these past couple of days she's waved at me cutely when we pass each other in the hall. It's that cute wave that Spanky from the Little Rascals does; the finger wiggle under the chin wave.

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