Girls. I know so many, I fallen for a few, and I'm different from them. I feel so weird. Guys. I have very few guy friends, and I'm different from them, too. I think it's why I feel lonely, all the time. It's like everyone else knows there's a box, and they're supposed go and stand in it, and I find it unfair that I wasn't even told about the existence of these boxes and I don't quite feel like standing in mine. I'm allergic to boxes, I prefer organic and natural shapes. But I'm the only one. Lonely times indeed.
Yeah so the Where the Wild Things Are movie comes out today! HELLA YES!!!
I found out that my friend G who prefers to be called Kila (huge deathnote fan) decided to start the rumor. She just wanted to see how I'd react. She also found out the 2 girls I was talking about the homecoming thing: Attracta and Penelope. I love the name penelope, it looks so cool XD
Oh yeah, it was my friend Casey who helped me solve the turmoil :D
If you look back to the previous journal i mentioned, you'll see I listed the initials of the girls, so casey helped me clear that up.
ok so it's like Biohazard's but for girls...
sexist? perhaps? aideekay!
i can't choose just five...here's just a list! (no particular order)
jennifer love hewitt
alice or bella from twilight (hated the movie though)
the darker haired gilr from t.A.t.U.
alexis grace (american idol)
megan...something (american idol)
and much much more!
and i just lost the game!
I got this book today from the library called Fire Logic by Laurie J Marks has anyone read it? It's a fantasy novel and I've heard it's good and has some lesbian content/romance in it...so....yeah, not that EVERYTHING I watch or read has to be gay...but yeah, the only things I want to take the time to read right now are gay romances. Because, well, I still don't have that in my life and I'm a romantic, okay? Ha. Anyways that girl at school is still, ah...so cute. And nice.
I'm so happy for the first time in a while. I was afraid that thing were getting really bad, but now I realize it was mostly just stress. Now all my huge projects are over and I'm super relaxed! Oh and I just made my best friend in the whole entire world an AMAZING cake for her 16th birthday. It is chocolate with peanut butter cream frosting in the middle, chocolate and peanut butter swirled on top, layered with mini choco. and peanutbutter chips :) ahh.
I have now come out to enough people to make a high five, so yeah, that's awesome. That makes, L (friend), H, lesbian youth minister at my church (God, I love my church!), M (friend), N (ex-boyfriend), and K (friend). M came out as bisexual to me, so I kinda reflexed and came out to him as well. Then N, ex-kinda-boyfriend, came out to me as bisexual, so I reflexed again and came out to him. He said something that seemed like he might be gay, though, that he was still questioning (which I am, too). I agonized for a bit when I was only out to one friend.
well just three girls in particular
I know I haven't been on in an astoundingly long time. School is eating up my life, I know that isn't a great excuse, but when I don't have school I'm too exhausted to do anything...
So I've been having a lot of girl issues. I've been with this girl "L" for a while. Kind of. The only times we saw each other, we would just.. fool around. We barely talked, and we didn't even talk to each other on valentines day.
1. I should be working on my Biology ISU that is due on Monday. I have to make a model of a human heart. We could do anything we wanted as long as it was related to the course, but I chose the heart (the hardest thing you could possibly do) because it's my favourite and I love it.
Other than the fact that I like girls.
(Warning this is so pointless it hurts)
I like girls aaaa lotttt. Girls are yummy. Soft skin, soft lips.
Hmm, girls are pretty. And they smell good so it's like "mmm" all the time.
Greeeeen eyes, brooown hair, liiight skin. Yay.
Wow, I have noooo life.
I need to think about other things. Things that are fun like... books.
A.D.D. child in the house...
i havnt posted a blog in a long time,
its prolly cuz my mom didnt pay the bill and our internet got shut off!
yup, thats it.
i have made a descision over the past day or so and...
i only like one girl.
and im going to fight for her.
im not going to tell you her name but... i believe she knows who she is.
i cannot wait to see her.
it'll be amazing.
Most of the time you only hear the downsides of being gay--the struggles, the fights, the inconsistencies and intolerances that are thrown our way each day. It's not hard to wonder why some people will try and convert themselves and to make a choice like reparative therapy.
I'm dating this girl named Jackie. I like her, and my feelings are growing. We were dating off and on for two weeks and had a 1 1/2 week break and then we started dating again.
I get so jealous because she talks about other girls AND guys all the time, and doesn't show me much affection. And when we're in public she pays more attention to everyone that's not me. I hate it.
first off, if all you guys heading into your senior year want an amazing school to check out seriously look at lewis and clark college in portland oregon... this place is unbelieveable!!!!
If your family is nearby, you might want to lower it a little!!!!
I don't know where I left off, on my Journals here.
But I imagine maybe a bit about leaving my boyfriend was on here, and for once, I am actually permanently away from him, we got back together, and two days later we were apart, and he hates me.
So I'm going to steal the hard drive that was going to go in his computer I was almost done building for him, and put it in mine.
By Jeff Walsh
"In Her Line Of Fire" finds Mariel Hemingway as a Secret Service agent assigned to protect the Vice President of the United States (David Keith). While en route to a diplomatic tour of Asia, their plane crashes in the South Pacific, leaving the survivors on a remote island where they are kidnapped by rebel soldiers that intend to sell the vice president to the highest bidder.
The movie is a taut, action-packed thriller. No gaping holes in the plot. The main issue is that for this story to work its magic on you, you really have to buy into the notion that it's a woman kicking all these guys' asses. That is the conceit of the story. If that seems empowering or makes you want to see the movie even more, then you're off to a good start. If your reaction is "So? She's a woman, and...?!" then there's a good chance it will seem like a formulaic movie with a woman playing the Stallone role. Maybe some people really are attracted to a movie where a tough, no-nonsense woman, aiming to teach rebel soldiers a lesson, straps on a huge
MY GOD! The last week has been one hell of a roller coaster ride...So my gf and I broke up and then I went out with a boy and then we broke up and then my gf and I got back together and the boy and I broke up and then my gf and I broke up and then the boy and I went out again and then my gf and I got back together. 7 cool points to anybody who can follow that. So who am I dating now?
there's a cute girl in my lecture, and she's gay too.
i kind of like her, and i'm really happy she's in my class
she made a funny joke, and i laughed, and she smiled at me
i hope she likes me too-- whoo, whoo, whoo.
(me singing and dancing around my room after today's lecture. thank god my roommate was out...)
I have straight girls for friends who know I'm gay. They know it, accept it and even enjoy the queer humor that comes with it. Yet they still turn to me for advice on guys. WTF? Is that just aprt of being a friend or do they actually believe the title of "The all knowing, all seeing, always right: Amy"?
I suppose alot of you never knew me, and the ones who do, probably aren't here, or don't remember me.
But I needed to come back, to a familiar place, a place that cared. To blog, since the place I had been blogging on, is not safe for such times. Not safe for people to read. For people I've hurt, for people who have hurt me.