I love today! I woke up and I was indescribably happy! :D Every day since I came out to my friend, I've been getting happier.
Ok...you have been told by the Dr that you have maybe two or three years to live. There is no cure for what ever it is that you have. You will be able to function just like you are up until the last min. of your life. So.... What are three things you want to do before you die and why?
Me (1): To learn to fly a plane and fly around the world. Because I have always wanted to fly.
(2) To speak my mind to every one because i do not want to worry what they thought of what I say or do.
Today is the birthday of my deceased aunt. i never got to know her personally she was tragically taken away from our family before i was even born.
The psychopath whom murdered her and a few other women was let out of prison a few months ago after the charges brought on him fell through.
My family all got together tonight but since i had to work late I'm left here at home by myself instead of paying my respects with the family.
So i figured id show my respects through a journal.
it's a new day, the sun is shining, and it's so awesome to be gay. anyway i had this really interesting dream and i just feel so good, i feel so good i could play one of my folk songs right now. however it's a lot of work to get everything together so i won't. oh and the adoption thing has sunken in and everything is just great. i know some maybe wondering about how i might have gotten over it so fast since some consider it fast, but i love my "a" parents and nothing has changed. but for a while i was playing this song in my head:
Goin' Nowhere Fast
Saw this on YouTube, and thought this would be a fun project for people on Oasis, so watch this video and post your list as a reply.
I'm here with mah hunny, I'm so fucking happy here, it's too good to be true <3
I'm tired of having all these weird moods going through me. I feel as though I just don't care about anything anymore. It's been going on for like... the past week.
It's been harder for me to find things to be happy about. I'm normally that happy, cheery person.
I'm sick of it. I know I'm not depressed, at least not majorly, but it's becoming such a nuisance... I can't focus on anything because my brain is so fuzzy and I am so easily distracted, but ALWAYS bored.
Sorry for rambling.. ugh.
I'm in a less-than-fabulous mood right now, and I decided--hey, why not have a place for people to post things that would cheer me (and others) up? So if you know a funny joke, or have a cute anecdote, or saw a funny movie on YouTube, or have anything to post that you think might cheer anyone up--this is the place for it!!
Yesterday I finished my LGBT civics project (didn't have to be about LGBT, just about a Canadian protest. I stand by my choice :)) and I had it sitting on my floor so I'd remember to bring it in to school today. My mom came in to say good night and saw it on the floor. She always wants to know what's going on in my/my brother's lives (in a weird amount of detail) so she got all excited and asked if she could look at it. I said yes (no real choice) even though I didn't really want to.
Just say something that was good today.
It could be anything -- just something that you liked about your day.
Okay, here's a happier quote from "The Clod" (actually William Blake, as spoken through The Clod):
"Love seeketh not itself to please,
Nor for itself hath any care,
But for another gives its ease,
And builds a Heaven in Hell's despair."
"The Pebble's" response afterwards is much more dire and pessimistic, so I'm not including it. This is meant to be a happy post. Desides, I've always identified more with The Clod. Funny that.
okay so this past week was pretty kick ass I order some new software and got an acadmic award and an attendant quit (jeff not C. don't panic lol)
Okay, Ladies and Gents before you read this with an objective eye bare in mind the tags that accompany this post! My classmate Meghan came home on the bus with me yesturday so we could finish a project for Canadian Business law. Meghan and I had planned that she would stay the night and mom would drive her back today!
sometimes no one ever really understands what it means to be me. there are many labels i adhere to... i just sometimes don't understand why they all have to be separate. i tend to write in all lowercase letters as its easier for me to get out my writing. unless its like my name or something important that needs to be uppercase.
The girl who was harrassing me and my friends last week got punished for it. (I wrote about this in my last journal entry, if you want to know the full story.) She got ISS, which stands for in-school suspension. Basically, instead of going to class and getting to talk to her friends, she had to stay in some room and do boring things. Yay!
My last entry was about how I came out to my good mate, Alex. It went fine but we didn't get to speak about it at all since I didn't see her for like five weeks after that day I told her. Was a bit worried that she would pretend that it never happened and it would be one of those awkward unspoken topics.. so I promised myself that I would bring it up when we hung out next.
I just wrote something and then I was stupid and pressed a button and the stuff I just wrote is gone.. But I'm in a good mood so I'll just write it again. Whatever...
I haven't actually written anything in a while, but several things have kind of been bugging me, so i figured i'd start up again.
Well, it was earlier.. I just went outside to get some fresh air and I was like "It's blue out" because the sky was overcast but everything felt really blue. X3 Whatever.