Its been awhile but i guess tht shows by the date of my last post. Well recently i got a job, been terminated b/c they didnt need me anymore. Told my best friend im gay. I had drawn a pic of the guy a like and he found out so i ended up covering for it. We've been playing hide n' seek with our eyes a lot lately so idk wuts up w/ tht. lol Ive been harassed on formspring by some asshole saying everyone thinks im gay and asking me if i am, but the belligerent ass was just full of it and when i questioned his reason for asking me he shut up.
man, i just worked for 9:30 am to 9 pm...thats a lot for a partime job...IM tired!!!!!
get this my mom wants me to try to get on that mtv show MADE. hahaha i kinda think it would be interesting...but wat would i be MADE into?...hmmm
It's like, I rarely have had a better time with friends, and being myself without being part of a couple. I love the fact I have a name now - my own - Instead of being someones girlfriend. Or the other way around naturally.
*does happy dance XD
I saw C in town last night :D
I wasn't gonna go in 'cause it couldn't be bothered really, but she messaged me (from her dads phone, cause she didnt have credit) and said pleaseplease come, so I did :3
When I got home, A (mutual friend, my ex, lol) said "ooooh someone likes C...;)"
i have been trying to fill out applications lately and have had a few asking me if i have ever worked or been in school under any other name or ss number. i had my name legally changed a year ago, and i am pretty much stuck with what to put. i know that i cant lie on an application, and i dont want to be out as trans at work. anyone have any clue?
So I got myself a new gf, and we've been dating for about a week, and everyday I've been on the hour-ish bus ride to go see her. It makes me happy. Her best friend amuses me greatly. Made me miss all of my friends I drifted away from. But oh well. She's at work and my sister was due yesterday, but the baby hasn't popped out yet. I have a job interview tomarrow.
I'm sad. Ms. Slackson is going for knee surgery and Monday is her last day. I only have that day to tell her she's beautiful or otherwise I have to wait for who knows how many weeks before she comes back. I don't want to wait that long. I want her to know that contary to what she probably believes, not almost every student in my school hates her.
Things have went from bad to worse, within the space of a few days....:(
OMFG. I got the job!!!! Wow. As soon as I got through the door this afternoon, after school, Mom high-fived me, and I was like, "Huh? What's this about?" Then, she told me about how I got hired, then the job interview and all that stuff came back to my confused uncomphrendable head. I was like, "Yay." XDDD So, I go for the orientation sometime next week, then I actually start the job a couple weeks into the New Year. xDD A new job for the new year. XDD Weee! Omg. I'm nervous, but also excited. XD
I have a job interview on Monday after school...My first ever. God, I am soooo scared...so nervous. I hope I don't fuck up on something. *Shudders* On the other hand, I really hope I get the job (I need to make money somehow, I'm sick of having to ask my parents for money all the time.) I hope it goes good. XD There's always a first for everything, right.
I am watching Wedding Wars Monday night, as well. :)