Of feeling like everyone else in the world is out there smiling, beaming, enjoying their lives.
While I continue to sit here, stewing in my misery. In my loneliness.
It just feels like there is no one on this earth that understands what or who I am. But the worst part is that the person who should be attempting to answer those questions is becoming increasingly apathetic. That person is me.
Who forgot their e-mail and pw, So they magically turned into a lion months later.
So I've been away. Working working working. I hate not having any time to hang out with my friends. Stupid car payment, I can't even drive.