So I want to buy pride merchandise but I don't think I'll wear the stuff. I think I have to be out to wear rainbows. There are some really cute earrings out there tho. This hopefully will be a motivational tool to help me come out sooner. I want to do it before I turn 21 at least. That gives me about 8 months. That should be enough time. Then I can go to all the lesbian bars.