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Stupid School Board

THe stupid school Board didn't give our teeny-tiny school enough money so now we don't have a math teacher for Algebra I anymore. Stupid school.
Because I feel like it I'm going to list all th naughty words I konw
Fuck
Shit
damn
bitch
ass
Now direct them all at the stupid school district. Thank you.

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Does GAYDAR exist? If it does, I could use it. CAn someone straight have gaydar?

One of my friends said, when I came out to her, that she thought she had gaydar. She said that she knew that I was queer. That was weird. I know that she doesn't lie, so that isn't an option. Can she have gaydar if she's straight? Does gaydar even exist????? If it does, I could really use it. Have any of you read AM I BLUE? A collection of coming out stories??????????? I wish I had gay fantasy #3. Desperately. Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Slush, Snow, Idiots and Ginger Ale

Yay, let's be happy that the snow is melting! Not! Sacrifice to the cloud bears!!!!!!!!!! Blood! Snow!!!!!! I'm sick. nO school for me! I also hung out with two idiots last night. My friend and his classmate. My friend, let's call him George was being a jerk. He always puts me down whenever he thinks someone might tease him for hanging out with me. Shut up, George! Who cares! We're friends!!!!! His classmate is nice sometimes, but same deal with the teasing. George was being a jerk cause he thought that his classmate, Fred, was going to tease him and Fred was being a jerk for the same reason.

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Must...Have...Sleep...*snore*

I am so fucking tired. I stayed up until 11:30 last night and I woke up at 5:00. Is anyone else sleep-deprived? I don't even have good dreams!!! I keep having the same dream; I am talking in Russian and everyone can understand me, but I have no idea what i am saying!!!!! Then someone comes up to me and they say something, in russian and everyone laughs. then i say 'Da, eta pravda' which means 'Yes, that's the truth.' then whoever it is takes me to this little tiny pit in the ground and they start burrying me alive. it is a really creepy dream and I keep having it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Evil

I was on my forum post on this site the other day and We were talking about Gay and Lesbian Books that are not trashy and this random person busts in and "yells" 'AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! LESBIAN RAPISTS WHEREVER I GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' it was totally random and then she went on and on about how queers are all prostitutes and rapists. then she tried to tell us that she was for Gay rights. Like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a jerk (and other words I won't type because they are too crude)! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I am not so happy

I am not so happy!!!!! You know why?? Because all the other girls in my class all talk about their crushes and I can't talk about mine because i'm not entirely ready to be out. I'm sooooooo close, though. Very close. L walked home with me yesterday!!!!! I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!! Wait. I was happy. No, i am still happy. My mood changed in the course of about thirty seconds. L also was lie 'I love you for treating me to Kobuk yesterday. (Kobuk is this old-fashoned candy shop) Bliss!!!!! I think that she may possibly like me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Does Gaydar exist????????

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I am crazily happy!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so happy!!! You know why???? Did anyone of you guys ever feel so liberated after you got on this site for the first time????? That's how I feel right now, like i can do anything because I am so awesome!!
I
am standing
on the
top of the
world.
The air is
free,
up here I
can breathe
deep,
deep,
breaths as
my chains
fall
down to earth.
I
am flying
in the
darkness of
space.
though it
is dark,
there is still
a
small light,
coming from inside
me.
This i
use to find
my way
home.

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Little girl, big girl

I feel too little and too big. My sister and brother both think I'm sooo big, but everyone else is, like, 'You're too young, you're only thirteen.' I'm thirteen and a half, I'll have you know. I don't need to be babied anymore!!!!!!!!! Anyone else in this crazy situation???????

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Epilogue to Today's entry

Why do I do this?????????? Am I insane??????? Yes I am. Answering your question; what the hell am I talking about.
I keep promising myself to write a note, even if it's anonymous, to this really nice, pretty, funny girl in my class. And I keep not doing it!!!!!!!!!
word of the day: Damn
Means to be condemned to hell.
Where did my happy moment go???? ƒu©kÎng hormones.
Exclamation of the day: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

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Happiness

I am really happy today, I have no idea why. I want everyone else to be happy!!!!!! Has anyone else seen West Side Story? You know that one song where Maria's singing, 'I feel pretty, so pretty, I feel pretty and witty and gay!' Well, that's sort of how I feel right now, totally randomly.
I
Feel happier
then I
have felt in
a
very long
time.
There are so
many
different thoughts
racing
through
my head.
Images of
special
memories and feelings
are alive in my
body and
mind.

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Young for my type

Um, I am really, really new at this. Is this like a diary that everyone reads or what? I am going to plan this out like everyone is going to read it.
Story of the Day:
I am clueless
Like a baby,
I cry and bang
against
pots and pans.
Why am I
who I am?
Why am I not
you
or you?
Rainbows symbolize
everything
I am
at this moment.
Who am I?
Am I
the little girl who
lives across
the
street?
Or am I
the
man who
skateboards around
Town Square,

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