you ask me how I liked it.
I say that it was good.
but you just keep on listenig
the shy compliant girl in me
obeys your waiting ears.
spits out more words.
Your waiting ears are flattering,
they're friendly, they're sincere.
I want to be cooperative.
did I - feel?
I felt at times, as if there were -
I'm happy I was here - I think.
Perhaps - I'll cry when I get home.
Okay. So far I've just been writing to write and that’s all fine but I need a little push with this. How would I go about finding a GLBT teen center close to me? I've been trying to look on the internet but it hasn't helped at all. I've only found results in New York and such. I found one in Hillcrest which is only in downtown SD but there was no address or number.
Then if/when I do find one I'm so scared about going. I'm really really almost painfully shy when meeting people and I am not a talker. You really have to spark my interest to get much out of me. I pretty much don't know what to do with myself in social situations. Now with writing I'm good, I can talk away over the computer or through letters and notes and think nothing of it.