so yeah i'm a bit under the weather. speaking of weather it's nice and cool outside which is always welcome in the lone star state. i have some Paco de Lucia on to try and see if music works as a healer (see, Kircher: "Antidotum Taratulae"). it feels weird afterall this is my first sick day of senior year. i wonder how my friends are enjoying being in school with nothing to do today since the freshmen are testing. oh well, i'm just trying to stay alive, and so far it's working.

You Are a Doer

You are primarily concerned with what is actual. You tend to be a practical person.
You love to stay busy, and you are always immersed in projects.

Today was my brothers birthday! We were both sick though, so we spent all day at home from school. I made chocolate chip smiley pancakes for breakfast. He got a paint ball gun for his b-day from our parents.
I was bored and had nothing to do all day, so I watched the L word reruns on youtube since I have never seen the series. I have seen season 1 and the first nine episodes of season two. It is truly a great series.

Good News and Bad. Im home sick :(
Good news is...NO SCHOOL!!!!
Bad news. I feel horrible and Im away from my 4 awesome friends. Yes i only have 4 friends....sad i know. They are all girls but i dont mind :) They are sooooo funny and i always laugh with them :) I have no guy friends....Odd since i AM A GUY! But no guys like me....I think its how I dress :-/ Im not sure but they are all @$$ and can suck my....I wont fniish that sentence for ur sake.

Just got off the phone with my mother, i'm living alone no parents around and she still gets to me...

Don't get me wrong, i love her, i (usually) have a good relationship with her but when she's angry or tired or sleepy she takes it out on the world, and today the world turned out to be me. She hanged up on me.

I really hope that I don't end up making out with the porcelain gods again. I started puking every hour on the hour last night from 1am til 4 am it was so bad that my nose started to bleed... My ears have been plugged for almost a week and thus decreasing my hearing. if they don't improve I am gonna call the doctor and have him flush them out.

I got to come home from school early today, because I have some kind of stomach virus. I feel fine for the most part, except I'm nauseous, and I get reeeeeeally nauseous when I stand up and walk. It's weeeeeeeeird. (It's especially weird how I have a strange compulsion to hold down on the 'E' key.) I want to eat, but my parents say I shouldn't, because then I'll throw up.

Sora (My Best friend/ sort of girlfriend) came over. I think the tension between us is a little thicker or something. We didn't hug today. We normally greet eachother that way. I wish I could break the tension but I don't know how. Every time I want to say something it gets caught in my throat. Or if I try to do something I freeze up. It's really weird.