i used to have a huge crush on some guy at school and i confronted him over last summer. i knew he was gay so there shouldn't be any awkwardness but he began to avoid me and i got the hint. he obviously had no interest in me. at first it was really hard accepting the fact we could not be together.

I enjoy stopping in every now and then and giving a brief update. So I'm pretty sure I have mentioned that I'm spending three months in Hawaii starting in three days. I'm excited, and nervous all in one. I'm excited for the unique experience I will surely gain and the only reason I am nervous is because I have never flown. I am very apprehensive about a six, nearly seven hour flight over the ocean; but let us be honest, I'm not taking a boat to get there- I'd get seasick...so flying it is.

SCHOOL'S OUT! WOO-HOO!
sorry if i'm rubbing it in anyone's face who isn't out yet, but i was getting to the end of my tether as far as school's concerned. XD

Hey, I haven't been on in a while because I didn't have internet access all summer, which was awful beyond all awfulness. Anyways, I'm at college now. It's okay. I'm thinking about transfering because I'm not being challenged. A bout of depression is coming on, which sucks.

So after a solid month of doing nothing but work and sitting around x_x I decided to get off my butt and go for a bike ride.

A lot's happened since I last posted.
After my last post, I finally went to pick up my parts; It took a day to build my computer, which didn't work, and then the rest of the week to figure out I missed the LPT cable >.>
This computer's a lot faster, and has better internet connection, Hooray!

After that I headed off to summer camp.

Spending the entire summer at the theater is my idea of heaven. Even if heaven does involve an awful lot of push-ups. Yes people, acting is not all glamor, we the students do have to work out every morning. Not sure what the full company members do. :-)

My life is going crazy... My sister is having a baby in as little as 2 weeks or as much as 6 weeks. I'm so freaking excited about that! My stepdad is a homophobic racist alcoholic and I hate him with a fiery passion from hell. My nephew (from my OTHER sister) is 4 and a half years old and my mom might be adopting him... He's crazy.

it's been a while since i posted.

i've been busy.

i hate school.

my cousin/best friend's ex boyfriend/my friend who has a girlfriend has a crush on me even though he knows that i don't do boys. (????)

i hate school.

i'm going to the theater company awards on friday.

i hate school.

i'm going to study now.

did i mention that i hate school?

Hey. A friend and I are looking for camps for GLBT teens (we're 15 and 16). I've found three but most are for kids of GLBT parents. If anyone knows of any residential summer camps out there for GLBT youth please let me know.
These are the 3 i've found
http://www.gaycenter.org/program_folders/YES/camp.html
http://www.camptentrees.org/
http://www.mountainmeadow.org/summercamp.html