My darling children,
I am deeply saddened to announce that I am leaving Oasis permanently, effective now. I wish I could explain why, but I can't. They are too complicated, and very very personal and painful.
warm teardrops run down
slowly across our faces
as we say good-bye
Lately I have been really emotional. Yesterday night I just broke out crying and I don't even know why. Whenever I hear a sad song on the radio, I get really sad. I don't know if it has to do with the stress and being overwhelmed with coming out to some people, and yet still in the closet to most. Also, I know I shouldn't, but I care what people think of me. I already know 2 of my friends think it's awkward that I'm bisexual. I try to make people like me, and I know it's a bad habit. Anybody know what could be going on? I hate crying, but for some reason, I can't help it. Urg!