I just wanted to let you know how utterly amazing you are. Everything about you is just so damn cute! The way you have to hold your bangs because they never cooperate, how excited you get when we go longboarding, the sound effects you add to every day life, everything you do is super fucking adorable. I wish I could just record everything you do so I'll have proof when you debate me over how amazing and beautiful you are.
Lately I have been really emotional. Yesterday night I just broke out crying and I don't even know why. Whenever I hear a sad song on the radio, I get really sad. I don't know if it has to do with the stress and being overwhelmed with coming out to some people, and yet still in the closet to most. Also, I know I shouldn't, but I care what people think of me. I already know 2 of my friends think it's awkward that I'm bisexual. I try to make people like me, and I know it's a bad habit. Anybody know what could be going on? I hate crying, but for some reason, I can't help it. Urg!
My ex-girlfriend, that I am still completely in love with, Shadowfrosty, is coming here. To Washington. And I get to see her...Butterflies and happiness and jumping up and down and a little bit of a squeak. She gets here the 30th. I can't wait. I haven't seen her in way way too long...And now...the only question is...Whats gunna happen?