At 3 in the morning I get a knock on my door. My front door is inaccessible btw.
I open up , and it turns out it's the police. In full cop garb.

Turns out we had forgotten to lock the security gate after mr delivery left last night, and they were just checking in to see if everything was ok.

I love her, God, I do. She's everything for me and without her in my life, I don't know what I would do. But, she's admitted to cheating. Many times. And she does drugs- the list seems to keep growing. Back in March when we first started talking she, by maybe...October?, explained that from March through maybe the summer, she looked at our relationship as... I guess a fling.