The world. I'm getting tired of it. I swear that no one realizes what's really going on. No nevermind. They know. Most everyone is aware of all the shits that been going on everywhere. Just no one comprehends it. If you watch the news... most often, you see something about a damn war, someone got raped, murdered, whatever. Sure, there are some happy stories like people getting help and everything but for those stories to happen... something bad had to happen first or someone had to be struggling. And people my age. Like wtfff.
If there is ever such a more important moment in a girl's life, it would certainly be the firsts. All of them. First kiss, first crush, first period, first dance, first car, First.... Partner. But I think one of them truly holds the most weight. The one most significant. The one that can flip a girl's world right up on it's back like a confused turtle, or completely reorganize everything they ever thought about themselves. It is the most debilitating, overwhelming, all-consuming, frightening, and beautiful thing for a first.
A first love.
I am easily amused. What will happen today will in no way shape the fact that the world will still turn tomorrow. Think about it, my problems will not be your problems. What I do today may not have any influence on you, but may alter me in many ways. We are strangely independent, yet similarly intertwined. I guess that is the magic in being abstract.
-Chelsea @ www.freedomuniversal.webs.com/
But I'd much
R A T H E R
Be here to
Mess it up.
That one was kinda random.
Okay so today was a good day my school took us bowling i sucked but that was already a fact of the day yet known at the time. I at least won one game against alot of my other class mates so yayyy.