Myke and me were at our home,
it's really really funny.
His friend is talking to him,
while I was watching T.V.
"That boy I see Jaize with...
Who is he?"
Myke smiles as his answer forms. I can see it from the corner of my eyes.
He's just the boy that makes Ronni smile,
and think. He makes her fall in love."
Blah this is a horrible thing in and of itself but all day I've been wanting to say that so-and so looks cute, or someone's voice is cute or my crush is SO cute. But I haven't!
I feel pretty upbeat right now and all but I self-consciously checked myself each time I wanted to call something cute since it would've sounded 100% gay with the mood I'm in added with the simple word.
A secret synonym could be described as a word you and a friend share as an inside joke, a word that relates a random event known only to a select few, or your mental descriptor for a certain something.
I just looked up the word homoerotic on Dictionary.com, and I got this definition:
1. Of or concerning homosexual love and desire
2. Tending to arouse such desire
This is just a thought, but should anything concerning lesbian love and desire be considered "lesboerotic"? It's just an idea.
That is how I feel about myself right now. I hid my sexuality from myself, sewed it up then covered that with a nice band aid of denial.
After four days of lurking on this site I finally got my e-mail so I could log in. I just wrote this really long entry and stupid me forgot to save it somewhere else in case the page c hanged or something. So I am starting the whole thing over. Its very frustrating but what can you do.