crush issues

graph.paper's picture

It DOES Get Better

I have grown SO MUCH as a person this past year.

I've gone to college. For the sake of anonymity, I don't want to go into details. But I am SO much more comfortable with myself. I feel like, "it's okay, I can do this!"

I went to the Coming Out Ball. I did a project on a gay neighborhood. I went to a party. Every guy on my floor pretty much knows I'm gay. The girls, not so much. I've heard homophobic talk from some of the girls on my floor, and I have a lot of conservative friends. I'm not ready to take that step.

x.sarcasm's picture

I don't know...

Okay... I recently switched schools, and made a bunch of new friends... and there's one in particular that I like... a LOT. (Let's call her Emma)

So Emma and I hit it off right away, becoming almost instant friends. We have a sort of intellectual friendship, and she says that before I came to the school, no one really understood her. I love spending time around her, and when I pass her in the hall, I literally cannot stop smiling...

ZBoy7's picture

Need Helpp. :(

I'm gay... i just realized this.
except i have a girlfriend. and i don't wanna tell her that the reason i wanna break up is because i'm gay.
even if i made up a reason, if she saw me or heard. about me going out with a guy, she'd like kill herself... because nowadays, at least at my school, it's social suicide to date a gay guy before he comes out. and to make matters worse, i've already met her parents and i have a crush on her gay best friend (he's literally the cutest boy i've ever seen, other than ones on TV).


what do i do?

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

This is just one of those random ranting journals...

Basically hate myself.

Probably because I'm just a chicken and I won't talk to her. =/

Funny story...

Anonymous's picture

homophobic schools

Well, this is my first thing. im in a homohating school, and need help finding someone. sadly, since my school is like this, If a single non-gay person found out about this, my life is ruined. I have the sort-of advantage of bisexuality, but....

utter_insanity's picture

I am so SICK of hopeless crushes

Okay, so I'm over my straight crush.

Now what?

I mean, it's not like I need a crush to complete me or anything, I just need to rant about my last crush and some possible ones. If you don't want to read a stupid, whiny rant, I suggest you don't continue here.

utter_insanity's picture

I am so bad with girls it’s not even funny

Yesterday I finally worked up the guts to semi-ask my crush out. I think I kind of freaked her out. Not because of what I said or anything, but because my face was completely expressionless the whole time I talked to her.

electricity's picture

Flags read: "We are just friends"

Last night, I got home and just felt immensely disappointed.
It was realization that I was behind the line that she was chalking up that said "I AM STRAIGHT, WE ARE JUST FRIENDS."

utter_insanity's picture

So...I'm actually pretty?

Well, it turns out that a boy in my class has a crush on me. Not only that, he's also liked me ever since last year. Weird. I've gotten these "lovey-dovey" vibes from him lately, but before today, I was wondering if I was just seeing things. Since I learned today at lunch that my two best friends have noticed it, too, though, now I know for sure that he likes me.

sugarmagnolia's picture


i am officially total chicken shit. i can't talk to the girl that i like, at all. and she's gay too, it's not like i'm having the classic straight girl problem. we see each other fairly often, have friends in common, and are on a semi-friend basis ourselves. and yet i can't talk to her. i see her, and my hands start to shake, and i feel like i'm going to pass out. i suck. i'm abandoning attempts at flirting and significant other seeking, in the slight hope that everyone that says "once you stop looking, she'll come" is right.

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