Last week it was Valentines Day.
I celebrated my one-month anniversary with my boyfriend.
I never thought I would be bisexual. But thinking back I think it’s reasonable. I grew up with two brothers. My mom was never really around because she was always working so it was pretty much just my bros, my dad, and me. I always did boy stuff. I was a tom-boy growing up but my best friend was too. I never liked nail-polish or dresses. I played baseball with my brother but I was a good dancer. I started dancing when I was 2 1/2 years old. I think the only reason I danced was to learn the routine for our recital so I could see all the other girls in their costumes.
i'm so happy! this saturday me and my parents are going to new mexico and then colorado. it's gonna be nice to see a bit more of america, seeing as this is my first out-of-state trip. i don't know if that sounds childish but i'm just excited. oh also today i got my hair thined out after 3 years of just growing it out. i'll just be random right now. you know the years just fly by (of course i'm sure everyone has heard it), but you have to enjoy life.
so today i went to a thrift store to browse around. i found this little travel guitar for $9.00 which i thought was overpriced. when i got to the counter to pay i asked why it was so overpriced considering the: no brand name, small size, awful strings, and dirtyness, and i got no answer. i felt so embaressed that i didn't take a second language, spanish inparticular. just because the area i live in is primarily hispanic, including me, doesn't mean i know spanish. there was no other person around to help so i forked over the money and bought it.
so this moning my sister decided to have the yard sale today, which was a bad idea since it's probably going to rain. i on the other hand made a stupid mistake also. i wanted to go outside and play greensleeves on my classical guitar and brought the printed tablature ,since i'm still learning it. it took about a minute to realize it was too humid and my guitar started to condense, just like a cool glass of water in the sun. and i ran back inside and did some damage control. tragedy was averted this time... but there was a death. common sense.
I thought I'd start a forum about profile pics, because I don't know what most of yours are.
So if you want, just post a little thing explaining what it is and why you chose it.
Ex. Mine is a dead cupid. I chose mine because it was valentines day and I was feeling rather sardonic.
Ok, so I had a MASSIVE toothache today, (I had to sneak motrin to school) anyways, I had a journal entry in English I today and I couldn't do it because of the pain. 2nd Block had no pain. 3rd Block had a lot of pain(OWWWWW!, and I had to play an instrument too!), and finally a nice and peaceful 4th block. Is it just me or does my body hate me?
I haven't written anything for this site yet, and if there are any random people reading my shit they might want shit to read.
I'm in Vermont for three weeks, right?
And uhm for those of you who don't know, mainly all of you, I have this issue called crushitis right?
Just...raging teenage hormones.
I thought once I got a girlfriend that shit wouldn't go down anymore...wroooong.
I know it's just that I miss her
and I always feel the need to have a girl in my life
Have you ever seen the last person you kissed naked?
The last person you kissed romantically; was it a drunken or sober kiss?
Do you prefer the ocean or pool?
Either is fine.
recent inside jokes?
What is in your backpack right now?
Nothing. I just cleaned it out.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Where were the last three places you went
My friend's house, My friend's grandparents house, my grandparents house
What is the longest you've lived in one place?
I wrote that last entry when - Thursday?
Because I think I may have met someone.
There are so many issues that I want to discuss at another time - as in there are so many logical reasons why this might not work out. But I met someone pretty cool over the weekend, and he's pretty into me, and I think I might be pretty into him.
I feel happy.
Maybe it's because I just ate a large spoonful of chocolate...
Or that iced coffee....
I drew a pretty picture of an alien with a sharpie and a silver rubber stamp pad. Now I look like the tin man... Oh well.
I went to this bead expo thing yesterday. It may sound girly, but making earrings is really fun. They're good gifts.
Pandora is awesome. I'm addicted.
In other news...
I absolutely LOVE my viola. It's so old and pretty-sounding... And made in Germany. It's all scratched up, though...
Anyone else play? We're a bit of a minority.
Here I am sitting here trying to not write my Global essay that is due tomorrow, because I really don't care about the French Revolution, or Apartheid right now. So I'm writing a journal entry.
This weekend was okay, I mean I had an extra day off, so it couldn't be too bad.
The worst part was the huge argument I got into with my grandmother about gay rights, and gay marriage. It was bad, and makes me feel so much better about telling my family, but I got over it quickly. Just told myself to brush it off, I guess.
So, yeah, I had a bunch of friends over this weekend to work on a project for English, and it was actually really eventful (even if we didn't get a lot of filming done ^^;;;)
My fatass just got a 2 year membership to 24 hour fitness!! :D So, a few weeks ago, I was in a huge fight with my dad which ended with him almost slapping me across the face. The fight mainly focused on money-as always- because my parents are divorced and he only wants to really be my father four days out of the month. Which is perfectly fine with me but when he insisted I pay for everything because he pays child support I blew up and said how can I do that when I cannot even get a decent job until I'm at least 16?!
hey guys just a random thought i had, i want to go to canada or San Fransisco! canada cuz J2 lives there, San Fran cus i want to go to USF. i might just go abduct J2 and head to USF with him in tow, . . .
just wanted to be random for a minute...
Hmm.. what to talk about? I don't know, I guess I'll just write something about a girl I'm in love with. I might as well..
Heyyy everyone! I haven't been on this site in about a million years. Yeah, its pretty sad... I know you have all missed me!
So here is an update about me:
-I graduated high school in June.
-I start school at Manchester College [one of the most gay-friendly schools in the US...WOOT!] on September 3rd, and I am very excited about it.
-I am still single.
-Laughing gas, makes you giddy. I'm giddy. Ugh.
I was watching this special about Whitney Houston on T.V. and she had gone to Israel with her husband, Bobby Brown, to partake in a ceremony honouring black Hebrews. Garbed in Israeli attire, she was getting ready to board the plane back to America and yelled, "I LOVE ISRAEL--IT'S MY LAND!"
Me: O_O *laughs fucking ass off*